This is my first thread. I'm sure everyone writes about their first shroom experience. However; mine was very strange and I feel I learned so much from it I would like to share it. My sister picked me up from my friend’s house and told me she got shrooms I was like all right so we ate them. She threw hers up and nothing happened to her. Mine started to kick in and it was incredible I remember my hallucinations so vividly and it seemed I was on them my entire life even beyond that to the beginning of my soul for all of eternity I was and would be on them. Then things started to become crappy everything seemed so dirty. It made life seem so pointless, I thought to myself everything could be clean... But it would only get dirty again, this pertained to everything in life absolutely everything. Life seemed like you wake up follow a ritual pattern and go to sleep only to repeat everyday until death, then to be repeated in every life after. I saw my little brother he's 10. His hair was all messy and his shirt was on backwards and his pajama pants too short. I actually thought he was mentally challenged it made me cry a lot. (During the time period I hadn't been at home with my family much) My sister was sleeping and I was tripping hard. I really depressed about life I couldn't wait to sober up. I decided I would just try and sleep so I climbed into bed with my sister (I didn't want to be alone) I woke her up and she went and got a drink. She found my little brother sleeping on the floor and brought him in the room. The three of us were in her Queen sized bed. My sister and brother both feel asleep. The sun came up and I could see both of them sleeping as I was sobering up. I just loved them so much; words can't even begin to explain it. I finally feel asleep and woke the next morning so refreshed and happy. But anyway the things I learned on my trip were: There is no better than here. Never waist time being depressed when things could be so much worse. Don't take advantage of anything. My family is more important to me than I ever could have imagined Ever since then I spend a lot of time with my little brother. I'd like to be a big influence on his life. I plan on doing shrooms again with time. Even if it’s crappy at the time I’ll learn more in the end.
The first is always the best in my opinon. You dont really know what your going to experience, and so you find all these relizations that may even change your life. Im also hoping to do shrooms this friday, undecided though(not sure if i can find em...)
Yeah, the first time's great. . . my first time was with an experienced tripper (lady who was 31) and she was tickled because I had this stupid shit-eating grin on my face the whole time, and my eyes were "so full of wonder and excitement"
