I'm about to go insane.

Seriously, I feel lucid, I realize this is the wrong forum but I need someone to answer like now because I am freaking out.. Lol, all the clocks in my house say different things which is REALLY weird, I feel light headed, but like I can fly.. I tried and it didn't work(So obviously now I'm insane..) the time on my computer says 2AM, my zune says 3AM , when the computer struck 2AM, my clock only dung once.. I can't really make sense of words..I feel lucid but I know I'm not and its a problem.. I am like tripping with no hallucinations.. This is fucked up. Has this ever happened to anyone else?? Seriously..

 

what are you scared of?,, have somewhere to go>...

 

i was gonna answer your other thread sorry. do u normally practice lucid dreaming?

 

Yes. I always try to wake induce lucid dream http://server15.kproxy.com/servlet/redirect.srv/sruj/sbwfdbteyy/spqr/p1/newforums/showthread.php?t=320638&f=42

Sorry thats a proxy I have a ban problem..

I don't know what to say. It is a mixture between fuck you! and Oh my god I'm dreaming..

 

if you have waking up techniques from learning lucid dreaming, try it. if u don't, try dunking your face in really cold water or something, or just gulp some nyquil to just put u to bed.

 

How many threads and posts are you gonna make about this?

 

I do, of course.. But it isn't working.. I really think I have some weird mild case of schizophrenia or something.. I don't have anything to put me to bed.. I think its THIS house a little bit seriously.. At my dads house I can lucid dream and not freak out or get scared.. If I was in this situation over there I could just fall back asleep.. But here I get scared almost every time I go lucid..

Right now, I seriously.. Freaking out.

 

chill out you're probably freaking yourself out.. your mind is wandering so give it some sort of food; something to do.

 

I knowww I always do this when I stay up late alone... I really don't know what my problem is at all.. Like I know I'm not lucid dreaming, but I can't tell.. I have this thought that I am just gonna wake up not to see all these posts here and everything.. It seriously is REALLY weird..

 

anxiety maybe?
you are going to wake up, and you are going to see the posts here so don't get ridiculous thoughts in your head unless they're going to help you accomplish somethingggggg or be useful other then digging yourself in dirt.

eat some cookies and drink some water. smoke some weed. breathe. .

 

See this is what I mean, under your name it says "Get out banana peel" peel is spelled peal. I think.. You put all those g's after somethingggggggggggg, digging myself in dirt? wtf? eat cookies?!?!? I wish lol, water.. Milk goes with cookies.. I don't have an y weed tonight >.> What orison said.. Hidden inside the golden shrine is your sig.. See waht mean?!?!?! Its messed up.. Lol

I don't think I'm gonna be able to sleep though, I tried to sleep about 15 minutes ago, only too see the light on my computer, my BPM went up ten fold at that moment I freaked out.. Not tired at all anymore.. THought I saw a fish but really it was just my computer light.. God damn.. wth

 

those are just all the reasons I would think I am lucid..

 

do you want peel to be spelled peal because it is spelled peel? control yourself .


your remind me of someone.......................................................................
look at all the dots :willy_nilly:

 

What? Lol seriously I know I am acting retarded.. I just am like losing my sanity.. Tomorrow I'll be fine, but really.. I'm not meaning to like sound stupid or anything.. Just look at the shit orisons posting?

Orison your a fucker.

 

no no no, that is not an excuse that should be tagged alongside losing sanity.
minor misconception. say misconception with an accent. orison's ok i don't know about you. :grouphug:

 

i wouldn't say those lead to the conclusion that you are lucid right now. it mostly means you're not thinking right which is more like some kind of anxiety. raz is right. if you cant fall asleep, listen music, occupy yourself. draw or something
staying on this computer will only make you stay up long and think more.

 

I said misconception with an accent.. And if his posts are making sense to you than I definitely am insane.. I know I am probably just not making sense of your guys' posts because I'm freaking myself out.. But really..

And what excuse?

I really don't wanna wake up tomorrow and see these posts here.

 

Hmm. Well this seems WAY far fetched but. Some kinds of mushrooms can kill you, but two weeks later, and when you die it is two weeks after congestion that you trip and die.. Well is there any weird case with valium that makes you more weirded out 2 weeks later just like shrooms? Because anxiety is cured with xanax which I am pretty sure is a benzo and I think valium is a benzo also.. Its been roughly 2 weeks sense I tried valium for the first time (20mg).. I don't know that is far fetched as hell, but I'm drawing right now..

 

why are you still freaking out? do you enjoi it?

the excuse being ~ 'you are speaking retarded' --- 'because you are losing your sanity'
and why does it matter if these posts are here woah now.