that in the end, none of it really does matter. It makes my living simple, easy, and most of all, enjoyable. Ive got goals of course, but whether or not I meet them before I die isnt really a factor. Its kinda like... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6wS5xOZ7Rq8"]YouTube - Not Giving a Fuck! :beatdeadhorse5:
where are you in FL? and of course nothing matters in the end. what matters is your conscious experience, enjoy it.
I visited an old friend a few years ago (shes 86 now) and she looked disheveled so I asked what was she doing?..did i wake her? she said "no"..."I was just sitting on the couch asking God to let me die"...and she was smiling I hope I have an attitude like that if I get her age...she's seen so much that she's happy with the life shes had and isnt afraid at all for it to end
So do I. Those who die humble haven't lived in vain. Nothing matters period. We have to create things that matter in our life. We all end up in the same place (just my opinion) whether we get there now or later, or mad, or sad. Might as well enjoy the ride.
I live on the central west coast; I know, hence the beat horse xD. I figured this had been said many, many, times before Spot on, Ill probably die in a similar manner. Whether or not Ill believe in God... we'll see
I think the key is to have a balance between all of that in life. To find some balance that works for each person is what in the end bring about a feeling that life does matter. Goals, ambitions and dreams in life can all change but if you have some balance you meet the change and adapt rather than allow yourself to believe that it is the end. Instead it is the beginning of a path somewhere else.
I'm the opposite, i'd rather be out there still living life. Trying new things, seeing new places if I happen to die whilst my penis is in a pot of honey and i'm wearing a cape, then so be it.