WEIRD diphenhydramine trip report :3

Whoa. It was pretty intense actually.. Me and my friend took 20 pills at about 11PM and I started to feel it at about 11:30PM. It hit me pretty fast. There at the beggining for about a half hour I felt like absolute shit.. Not puky, but I just felt like I weighed a million pounds and just moving made me nasues.. Then I was gagging into my trash can, and my friend somehow convinced me that I was the only one making my self want to puke.. I figured he was right and then I felt fine the rest of the time..

Pretty weird hallucinations.. First I could have swore that there was an xbox controller in my hand, but there wasn't.. This happened at least two times, then in one of my dreams when I closed my eyes I heard my friend asking if I felt the controller too.. Weird. Then I had a reoccuring hallucination, I hope this doesn't happen all the time it is scary as fuck. I saw death.. Again.. Almost exactly what he looked like on my shrooms trip.. It didn't scare me though, I had a firm grasp on the fact that 'it is only the drug..' which is great because I would have flipped.. Anyways, thenmy friend was on his bed, and I started talking to him and I was looking at his face, but his face wasn't moving with the words he was saying, but I could see his face clear as daylight in a pitch black room, which I knew something was up there.. So I asked him, I said "Dude, antonio are you sitting up right now?" He of course said no.. But I still saw his face.. It was freaky. Also, I kept FEELING bugs bite me.. I always normally just see the bugs, but no in the pitch blackness I couldn't see them and they were biting me.. I also saw what looked like smoke coming out of the file cabinet.. Uhh, every time I would open my eyes back up, the clock was wayy different.. It jumped around, like first it would be 11PM, look at it again 3AM, again 12AM, again 8PM.. It was weird so I had no grasp on time at all.. I keep remembering my little dreams as the day goes on too, like I remember one where I thought I had double A's..

Anyway I was pretty much retarded last night, me and my friend were peeing in water bottles so we didn't have to walk through my creepy house to piss.. And I ended up missing that bottle.. A lot.. -.- but what was really weird is I wasn't really sedated this time.. Xbox was fun.. Lol it was really weird

Also, this never has happened too me and I forgot to mention about it. I saw lightning bugs.. And I remember thinking.. "God damn, fucking bugs.. Either theya re biting me, crawling on my walls and floor, or they are floating in the air.." they were really pretty though, I don't know how to describe it.. I felt like I was in wonderland, it was beautiful. I didn't expect that out of diph.. They kinda looked like those bugs on avatar here I will post a picture.. But I remember them being green, orange and blue.. and glowing. But they kinda looked like jelly fish. They were everywhere I was the most dandy, and naive I have felt in awhile.. I can't believe I forgot to post this part.. It gave me a whole new look on diph.
http://t1.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:q...Avatar.jpg&t=1

Looked like this except they glowed

Also, It was extremely more delerious than every other time.. I was in my room laying down on the floor(I just let my friends have my bed..) I of course had a sleeping bag lol, but I didn't know where I was.. I knew I was in my room, but I didn't know where in my room.. So I would get up, trudge over everything.. My room all looked the same.. Like I owuld see my door where my amp was.. And then I would walk over to turn on the light to grab my piss bottle (Teehee :3) and I would see the lightswitch and when I would try to flip it, it wasn't there :0 I was just poking my wall.. Then after about 20 minutes of walking around, spilling sodas, water etc... -.- I would find my door and get out of my room.. Also everything was so fucking far away.. Like I would try to put my hand on my TV in order to keepf rom falling down, and I would fall onto the dresser, and the TV was actually about 10 feet further than I thought it was..

I am really sorry about the legnth of this report.. But today was just a long day and I have nothing else to do but recollect.. lol Also I have a question for whoever else uses diph. Does it work with the lights on?!?!? I CAN NEVER keep the lights on.. Ever. They always end up turned off and its annoying..

 

Tripping on antihistamines... this is almost in the ranks of my pepto bismol and midol trips




I actually feel really really bad for you. seriously. wtf.

 

Again, i shudder at this pharmaceutical corporate crap you eat. 20 Benadryls? That's what this drug is after all. Again, i sincerely hope you did not take any acetaminophen with that . . . .

Sounds like you got all the effects of a pretty profound dose. Erowid definately mentions sensitivity to sunlight as the topmost negative effect . . .

Do you have any idea how much of the diphenhydramine those 20 pills delivered? Here's erowid's chart:

Oral Diphenhydramine Dosages
(Recreational)
Threshold 10mg
Light 25-150 mg
Common 150-300 mg
Strong 250-500 mg
Heavy 400-700
LD50 (Lethal Dose*) 500 mg/kg in rats

 

bennydrill approves ...

 

It was 500mg.. 20/25g tabs

Lol I didn't take any acetaminophen with it.. the ONLY active ingredient is diphenhydramine HCL, and the inactive are pink dye etc.. I knew what I was doing. Why is tripping on antihistamines so frowned upon anyways?? We had nothing better to do that night..

Lol I ALWAYS read up on stuff before I do it.. And I have done diph many other times before, just never at the 500mg dose.

And yeah, the light seriously just makes the trip miserable.. But with it off you don't get any OEV's unless they are freaky as hell in your semi lighted areas of the room..

 

Well GangGang you know me. i try not to judge but i also tell the truth all the time. Hard line to ride.

To me (& i try to understand you and others here, i do) this sounds like a poisoning to me. You know, there are a number of poisonous and/or lethal substances (e.g. strychnnine) that can produce profound psychedelic and/or dissociative effects before toxicity hits. That's no reason to go out and seek them.

i mean, for example, when i take mushrooms or some other traditional psychedelic, sometimes i may feel poisoned, but that's just my ego. There is no real poisoning or toxicity from what i took. Thus, i feel poisoned and i trip.

To me, it seems like you got the opposite going here. You take 10x the recommended dose of some big-pharma crap, technically poison yourself and then trip . . . .

This cannot be good for your body. There's got to be another way.

 

This is the attitude of a person headed for addiction and death.
I'll ask again, what is wrong with sobriety???
Read a book. Try meditation. Maybe talk about why you feel the need to always be intoxicated by some substance.
It's not the particular substance you used, it's the why and how of your use that makes people question it.

My teenage daughters simply are to busy with school and other activities to even consider nights such as this. You say you are focused on school. How focused are? Are you just focused on getting by and done with it, or are you focused on doing great and looking to college and a more secure future?

Frankly your description does not sound at all pleasant to me. I would prefer being sober over that type of experience anytime.

 

Coming from someone in the midst of the same issue now, let's have a discussion, shall we?



Please,


let's.



I could go on for days and days.




My kidneys are here and they shouldn't be functioning. I should be 97% dead.









I never wanted to or asked to live.








Life can be beautiful sometimes.




I think some people have DMT/THC NATURAL production in their bodies HIGH so they don't need to escape sobriety.





Sobriety............ SUCKS. I smoke weed every day so I'm not sober. I know I'm escaping my problems, but you can deal with them while high, IF YOU WANT TO.


I just, shouldn't even be alive, so I don't care anymore.




Hey,






you brought it up.

 

IMHO, the above post is indicative of depression, not a good reason to consume 20 Benadryl.

 

Dipenhydramine!!!!!!!!!!!!! What a foul substance to get high on. honestly the worst chemical i've ever tasted.

 

idk if its possible, but ive smoked and done so many drugs over the past 2 years, but ive been sober for a long time, except for the occasional dxm trip here and there. and sometimes i just get high from music or funny things, i just feel high. now maybe somehow thc or whatever has been recycling in my body for this long. or maybe its all iin my head. either way, im happy im sober now.

 

I think you have DMT and/or THC being produced at nominal levels now and your life must be going in the right direction.

Rats without THC receptors in their brains (genetically engineered) die within days.

If you have limited THC receptors in your brain it might look like depression.

THC and other drugs would fill those receptors for a little while and make your feel "normal."






Some people are lucky that their bodies work right...







<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<diagnosed with depression at age 3, 20+ years later, no anti-depressant/pharmaceutical has worked.

 

sorry to hear about that bro. i went through a major depression last year. maybe it had something to do with stopping the drugs and hardcore drinking, but i can only imagine what thats like for you. i dont think i could handle it

 

Yea, that's every day for me, why I try everything. Thanks for looking out. I think the world is feeling what I'm feeling and they work every day to escape that.

 

nah man. seek happiness without substance.

it's difficult, but possible. just find what you truly enjoy.

substance shouldnt free you from reality, but only open up new expanses of your mind and multiply, expound on what your reality is.

if you view sober reality as shit, your altered reality are only multiplications of the same SHIT

this is why set and setting is so important to trips

 

thanks for the tips, I appreciate ti s lota.

 

Got a belly button (innie or outtie)? Then you are one of the people who has DMT as an endogenous neurotransmitter and one of the people who has an endogenous cannabinoid system.

If your genes had somehow skipped coding for these fundamental design qualities you would be in a WORLD more hurt and trouble than what you are dealing with (?) today. You sure as fuck wouldn't be able to form a coherent thought or type, that is for sure.

 

That doesn't make sense what you wrote.

I'm saying indeed I do have the DMT/THC receptors, but my neurotransmitter levels are inherently low, thus for me to get "normal," I need to supply my neurotransmitters artificially through drugs, which happen to be psychoactive.

I'm saying "normal" people are actually stoned all the time at a low level basically.

I cannot complete the train of thought I was getting on here because my ambien is starting to kick in too much. ;P