Day 2 on on my phenazepm

you took the words directly outta my mouth.

 

llmmmaaoooooo

 

I've only tried Xanax twice and no other benzos. I dont get the appeal though, I like didn't feel much the first time and the second time I felt weird for about 15-20 minutes and then fell asleep for a couple of hours and woke up sober. Perhaps further exposure or a different benzo or much higher dosage would enlighten me on why these things are a popular recreational drug but alcohol, ghb and low dose ketamine are 10x more preferable to me than what I experienced on Xanax. I've only had ghb once too so I dunno...

Being faded for days on end like this stuff apparently does, does not sound all that thrilling...

 

im worried about you chris.. :toetap05:, PM..

youre gonna wake up missing a kidney, cause some russian mobster stole it....

 

I've never tried ketamine yet.. I have read about the K hole and stuff.. Sounds pretty interesting.. How much does it go for, for half a gram? Lol obviously I won't do it all, but it leaves me enough room to get a taste with a low dosage and then do a high dose after I know what its like..

But yeah how much does it even cost, my dude said he would look around.. but I don't trust him on telling me right prices because when I didn't know weed amounts(all that long time ago) Instead of giving me a 'gram' of 'dank' He would give me a nugget of mids.. Lol now we are cool though high mid 4grams for 20

 

price varies all over the world

 

K usually goes for 60-100 dollars a gram. a gooddose is 100 mg so is a decent price, high lasts a bout an hour.

 

60-100$ would be the high range of prices. around here more like 10-40. so really it depends on where you are and who you know, like all things.

 

unrtunately i have it ended up with 5 mins of a defribralater and a shot of anarking, howevr the buzz was fine afterwards. let me emphasize how fucking stupid this was.........this is not cool kids infact its actually the epitimy of scum. full fucking stop

 

porkstock i get this fucked up because i dose so much, simples, do it properly next time and you'll get my point, no hard feelings bro i love you

 

Well, I'ma make some calls lol

 

do what properly next time? i have never done phenazepam

 

16..

 

hey orison i don't know if i ever got round to answering your pm i completely lost track of everything then, reading this thread today is scary, i couldn't even string a sentance together, thank god it wasn't just because i'm from Scotland cannibisoul (fuckface) lol jk bro jk actually i still have burnt fingers so the keyboard to finger connection is still suffering now lol anyhoos orison soz if i never got back to you, and anyone else should look at this thread as a classic example of how not to do drugs seriously.

 

just a note here......i can only guess by how by how badly wrong that went that i must have been dosing for a few days very carelessly i think i was just dabbing my finger but i obviously done alot but never knew what happened to the rest of it but all i know is i dosed wrong, plus it never helped that i was wiped of feet on the first dose.

 

Heal your soul. Destroy everything that is not authentically psychedelic. Extract and vaporize DMT.


Just a random thought i was having . . . sometimes i get tempted to consume big-pharma poison (again!) like you younger folks do . . . thinking i need to do pharmahuasca again.

 

i think chris is an hero personally.

 

Yea, I've done some heroic shit like that, too, you learn a lot.

Thank God you're still alive.

Dipping finger... forgetting, that's the kinda thing where things go crazy. So much amnesia from the benzos it's like an instant blackout if you get into them too much.

 

i think PB_Smith is a hero for having made it to age 49, being consistent in his practices and always counseling moderation and intentionality.

i am 42 years of age with a lot of bad habits and risk factors. i have not yet spent any minutes on a defibrillator. i'm going to once again go out on a ledge and say i suspect the same is true for PB_smith at age 49. Same is true for my husband at age 60.

How long can 22 year old heroes live with practices like this?

 

http://encyclopediadramatica.com/An_hero