Some interesting post-trip side effects

so here is my trip log for the past few months:

1 strong hit

and then a month later another strong hit

two weeks later a candyflip with strong lsd

the next day 1 hit of strong lsd

a month later 1 hit of strong lsd.

so here i am in the aftermath of all this tripping, it's been about a week and a half. but ever since this last trip i have been feeling INSANE amounts of empathy for EVERYTHING. like, when i meet someone i can sense their emotion and it effects my emotion. it's all groovy when i'm in good company, but when i'm around bad people, man that shit hurts! i can also feel undercurrents of energy pulsing through my body. sometimes it takes the form of kundalini energy shooting up my spine, and other times it just feels like waves of energy flowing through my body. also, i can generally feel a warmth in the center of my chest at my heart chakra, and if my energy gets off balance at all, then i can literally feel the weight of the misguided energy within my chest until i recenter myself. which is also fairly cumbersome.

i'm working on trying to tone down the empathy receptor a little bit, because sometimes it just gets way too intense when i have to deal with people i don't like at work n stuff. this has REALLY challenged me to find my center. I am definitely going to be thinking long and hard about dosing up in the future, and most likely taking a fair break. naturally, i'm a little concerned. but i'll take it as an oportunity to learn and grow.

consciousness upgrade? thoughts? concerns? advice?

 

Stay off the psys for awhile, don't use them for hedonism if you do. i find acid makes me appreciate art/beauty/music a lot more. i've never experienced negative after effects like you have, don't make it worse.

 

hedonism? of course not. all of my trips are for personal exploration and devotion to art and music, as well as the balance of interpersonal relations.

will forsure be staying off psychs for a quick minute.

 

Desos has returned........

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bGOiIfih8Ls"]YouTube - Crystal Castles - Untrust Us

 

You pretty much described my own cirumstances on the dot. I'm going through all of the same symptoms. I haven't tripped in 3 months, but after my last acid trip was probably the most difficult period of my life due to these intense side effects, which i was already getting before the acid trip. But that trip just kind of jolted me.

Take the energy. Feel it through. As far as i'm concerned, it's all out Ascension. And every time i completely surrender to it i enter more and more into Heaven, as stupid as that sounds.

 

naw not at all surrender is the path to virtue, i feel ya there. i guess the question for me is when to surrender and when to stand and rebuke that which i do not agree with. meh. perhaps i should let nature and the ebb and flow of the universe do the rebuking, lol.

 

my advice brah,

shit! you kept it up. the sensitivty to empathy has went more.
if you want it to stop, lol stop taking LSD for 6 months.

at the same time, life for personal people is pain, and it is what you feel you need to share with the world. I think it's awesome you can sense the grrrr in ppl. Help them.

btw, does that power work through forums? What do you sense about me?

Empathy is good. Love/pain is good. Life works in balances, but if it is really fucking with your responsible work life, I suggest a once a month schedule?

I know you want out, which is fine, but do out, but get something out of it! How many people can sense chakras of people around them?

 

Ive gotten a similar sort of side effect from MDMA/ecstasy. Like when I've been doing e pretty frequently I will get overwhelming emotions at weird times, like randomly at work. I feel like I sense peoples vibes better but I'm not sure I reciprocate those vibes all that well. I think that's a different issue though. Both LSD and MDMA effect serotonin which is a neurotransmitter that helps regulate emotion so its not all that surprising.

 

haha thanks. and not so much through the forums, but i can try. although i prefer not to go there. "Overthinking overanalyzing seperates the body from the mind. Withering my intuition, and i must, feed my will to feel this moment. Drawing way outside the lines." i guess that almost as always, capacity is the answer. can't go beyond the limits of my own grace.

and helping people isn't always that easy, but showing a little love and kindness almost always atleast helps some.

yea, and very interesting. these drugs and their relation to the human psyche is so fascinating to me.

 

hold the volumetric form of the merkaba around your body, this will balance and contain your energy, and also reset your energy if its been intermixed with other energies

the center of the merkaba sits right on your heart

 

Interesting as fuck. My buddy at work is kinda like that. Though he more so only picks up on feeling directed towards him. He says that people are always trying to manipulate him into giving some sort of reaction, and he reacts by trying to manipulate back which isn't really right in my opinion. But it's kinda entertaining being on the side and watching him and another person give eachother looks back and forth for no real reason.