My night of smoking Salvia (multiple times)...

I smoked about 6 bowls of Salvia - one after another.

Mind you, I've done Salvia before, so I knew where I was going.

Anyways, I had 20x this time. The first 2 hits/trip, I saw the "edge of reality" peeling away on my right side. There was also a vortex there that I felt drawn to and wanted to go to, but apparently I hadn't smoked enough and I came back to reality.

The second couple of hits/trip 2, I don't quite remember.

Trip/bowl #3 (2 hits) - I decided to shut my eyes and meditate. The second hit felt like it was in my lungs for an eternity, but I exhaled anyway. I couldn't tell if my eyes were open or not, and I flicked them open and I saw the same thing - just a brightness surrounding my entire vision. I then proceeded to open and close my eyes at a fast rate, but everything still indeed looked the same. I then felt my 3rd eye opening (trust me - I can NEVER do this - only a times in my life). Where I went from there I do not know, but eventually I came back. That was a fun one.

But the next one was even cooler:

Trip/bowl #4 - Took two big hits. All I remember was I was inside my mind. I was seeing (from an outer perspective) how my mind works - all of the structure, how it recalls data, etc. It appeared to me (my mind) as a large round room with no walls - just a distant separation. Along these seemingly phantom walls were data that were arranged. As I thought about something (still had some control over that), I saw the data being pulled from the spot in my mind where it was stored, and then processed. It was awesome. My inner voice (that voice of ourselves that we all have in our head that facilitates our thoughts) was tangible somehow. Words just don't do justice.

I felt myself comeback from that one. I believe I was going deeper into myself as opposed to going out.

The next two bowls were of the same thing - seeing the inner workings of my mind.

It was just plain awesome.

First post btw!!! :afro:

 

Welcome to Hipforums.

Interesting report. Sounds like you visioned your mind as being computer-like. i get that on DMT sometimes.

i'm curious about what you call the "inner voice," and suspect it is what many of us call the ego or superego. Stayed intact the whole time (tho' there are some missing memories)? i get shattered on single hits of 5x. . . .

 

Hi, Spicey Cat.

The "inner voice" is how I facilitate my thoughts normally. I was under the impression that most people utilized it, but I'm learning more and more that some people just "think" differently.

Basically, it's my voice (for the most part - a little more dimensional, I guess), and when I compute thought (rather, it's how I analyze - I use words), it's a voice - simple as that.

Especially when I ponder things and try to figure things out, it's all done using my inner voice.

I don't think in abstract - I wish I did. I suspect it's faster than how I do it.

Anyways, as far as DMT is concerned, I have been wanting to do it for 15 years. I know my time will come and I can't wait.

I've seen "the doorway out of the Matrix" on other substances (including Salvia, of course), but I can't seem to ever actually get OUT of the door and out of the Matrix. I wanna see this "objective reality" that I hear so much about! :sunny:

 

Ive done 2 trips within an hour once but damn 6 trips in a row sounds pretty heavy, Good reports. I'm surprised in regards to the trips where you talk about how you saw how your mind works. I often feel on salvia as if I'm being integrated into some machine or different dimension constructed by an external entity/force and the workings of my mind are rather insignificant there.

I do often sense the presence of relatives and friends there and have 'thoughts' but never really analyzed the construction of my inner voice on salvia. In fact a few times its lead to a feeling of my inner voice splicing off and becoming multiple voices.

 

Yeah, it's strange: I am under the impression that when people do things like Salvia and even DMT, they can get out of the matrix - out into the true objective realm.

But in my case (for that night of smoking Saliva), it seemed I was going deeper into MYSELF as opposed to getting out and into that objective land.

What incredible experiences. Salvia has never let me down.

On the topic of how my mind works, I'll share another Salvia experience I had about 4 years ago. It was the second time I ever did it.

I took the hit and fell the spin. About a minute into it, however, whenever my inner-voice talked (just my own mind analyzing things), every word it spoke was literally transcribed into a marquee that was scrolling (just like a ticker) in the Z axis (away from me). I had two marquees - one on my left and one on my right. Once I realized what the fuck was going on, I was like, "Whoa! Let me put it to the test!". (Those words of course scrolled )

So I just started thinking about other things, using that inner-voice, and sure enough all of the words were transcribed with perfect punctuation and spelling, hehe. I'm a good speller anyway, so it's not like my mind was any smarter. I even did shit like, "1, 4, 6, 181, 324, A B C D E F G, La la la la la", and some other shit.

But it's just amazing how with my experiences I could see the inner workings of my mind. It looked so tangible - how it was all set up and how my mind's system worked. It was more simple than I thought it would be!

Apparently I can't see that normally (not just because I'm not on Salvia) because of my perspective. It seemed the Salvia moved my mind's perspective from one place to another, giving me a better (different) vantage point. Actually, I think I just broke it down perfectly right there, and that's what went down.

I can't wait for DMT! I hope it brings me to that "Objective World"!

 

What objective world are you referencing too?

 

Simply put - The place that's outside the matrix ("Matrix" is the best word I can use).

 

I'm not sure I fully understand, but on dmt and salvia people do seem to report very similar encounters with entities and objects. I wrote somewhere else that DMT feels as if it gets closer to a collective unconscious as opposed to a personal subconscious. Like many report alien, gnomes, cities, etc on dmt. Many report a female entity on salvia among other things. A breakthrough is what I think you are referring to which already some people have trouble with, calling it an objective world implies alot of things...

 

yeah, imo there's nothing objective about salvia world, it's so subjective as you can get, unless you really believe we're living on a matrix, etc.

 

when i used salvia i was often transported into such strange realities that seemed to bisect or interact with 'reality' i was familiar with.

i've also encountered the female spirit, not visually, but i spoke with it briefly.

also, in regards to seeing into your mind, i actually have gotten out of body and LOOKED into my head, as in the back of my head opened up like a symphony stage (the shell shaped thing) and i was presented with the workings of my head, like you experienced.

 

Thank you - you got it: The collective unconscious/breakthrough.

 

yeah that other realm the psychedelic dimension.

last time i partook it was during the afternoon when no one was around and i could let go.

packed a full metal pipe bowl of 10x. I took 3 drags holding in each one and lighting the bowl each time i partook.

after the 3rd pull from the bowl. i set the bowl on a plate i had prepared and layed flat on my back.

this helped me let go of my body and let salvia have her way with me.

its always a vortex and repeating thought patterns at first.

then it seems as if salvia runs her fingers through your thoughts and she speaks to you.

that is divinorum divinination!

this time the vortex moved around my luminous egg leaving rainbow hued tracers emanating from a spherical vortex of energy that hovered through my auric field.

filling me color and spirit.

salvia is scary powerful. luckily she is so brief!

 

wow that's crazy you guys are talking about female spirits. the first time i tried salvia i saw a crystalline spirit lady. she was majestic.

 

I've done four trips in an hour and that was insanity. In a good way. I always feel like I'm in Vietnam when I smoke salvia. Gunning down everything or hiding from bombs in a purple and green turtle shell. Hell of a drug, I'd say