New poem I wrote

Shine your light towards my way
Make my life fill with joy
I don't want to be sad
I'm not a toy
I like the everlasting pain that fills my head
I miss the comfort in being bad
I try to stop my life
But I never succeed

Bow down to your master
Make yourself known to the world
End it all in one shot
Make it all end
Today
Tomorrow
Even tonight you can make all your problems go away
Just pull it and drift into a life long sleep


Tell me what you think!

 

i get what you are trying to say from the last few words but i do not understand the beginning

 

Its about the ending of ones life.

 

i cannot figure how the beginning represents that though