What was this? old crone anyone?

hey old crone, and everyone,

well just a few nights ago.

I think there was some presence in my room. This kind of thing happend a lot before..but yeah.

In the morning time I was about to go to sleep, but I was caught in that whole "cant move' thing and felt that something was caressing my back..At first I was fine, and then I got scared, but i again calmed myself down. Most of the time im okay. But yea, the feeling felt good, but i guess the slight fear made me feel uncomfortable. It felt kinda sexual..for some reason..not exactly how i wanna put it..but oh well..I could be wrong. So I tried real hard to move and I could only get my arm up lol. it was shaking and I just pushed myself out of the parylized stage.

I turned to see what it was, but I seen nothing..

Later that night, I tried going to sleep, but something was touching my face..Its like a tingly feeling. I swear I was really tired. But, it instantly woke me up, like.. being splashed with cold water. And yeah, I turned over..And tried sleeping. Right before I was about to..The door opens. I mean it happend before but I swear I thought someone was comming into my room, and since It couldnt really be anyone, I thought it was my mother .LOL but i was wrong...nothing there..

I feel like it wasnt evil or anything. So I just was wonder who/what it was, and what it had to do with me..any thoughts?
thanks for the time

 

Hi Kissin

A while back you asked for proof in this whole psychic, and energy called astral places exist. You have for a long time wanted some kind of proof that power beyond what we dream, and know is real.

Well in answer to this you have merged into the place between the astral, and the psychic awareness, between awake, and sleep. So you are connecting with an astral spirit guide. You are right in this is not sexual but the residual energy that raises up the chakra’s can briefly feel this way.

astral travel is one way to find the proof you are looking for so that all this does not seem more imagination than facts. Reality changes here. You are always in charge, and go only as you are ready. The only thing to fear is fear itself. Many healers travel these places with intent. Talk with Shameless in the Healing Tree or Circle of light personal forums.

Try an exercise the next time this happens. When you feel this presence, and this loss of movement see yourself standing in the corner of your room preferably by a window. Just wait. Two images will be like shadows. Your astral body, and you astral spirit guide. Let go of the wow factor, and enjoy the trip.

Let me know how the experience goes. May take a couple of times before you get the hang of it so be patient.

 

I used to suffer from this all the time. I have some neurological disorders, which, when treated, caused this phenomenom, called Sleep Paralysis to almost disappear.

Here are some links. Don't be afraid.
http://watarts.uwaterloo.ca/~acheyne/S_P2.html

http://www.stanford.edu/~dement/paralysis.html

 

thanks old crone...I should try it... And ill remember next time about the whole fear thing. well, yeah i always wondered what was beyond that stage...And I used to try and get out..But I could never get to the next "level"..hope your doing awesome!

maggiesugar: Nah, im not too scared of it, since i deal with it all the time.. Thanks for the help!

 

Yep sounds like sleep paralysis. This is believed by some to be an entity that saps your energy so that it can maintain it's own and the best way to deal with this sort of fucker, is to simply refuse. You need to build up self-respect and confidance to physically be able to do this.


Blessings

Sebbi

 

As you said, you were half-asleep at the time. Which seems like a better explanation: Your mind was drifting off to sleep and you imagined/dreamed it, or it was caused by a supernatural whatsit?

Geez... Some people will believe anything...

 

And everyone believes what they believe.

So, Just leave it alone...

 

Ive had this happen to me a few times, and everytime I believe it to be my spirit guide. and I communicated with her as she communicated back to me.