ok, so i didn't really know where to put this in the forums, figured here was as good a place as any. anyways. ive always been very aware of my own energy and the energies of others around me, and lately i cant sleep or eat and i feel as tho im missing something, its almost as if a big ol hunk of my chi and life source is missing. ive been meditating for years now and the past like week i havent been able to focus my energy and actually get anything out of it i just feel unsatisfied and confused after i sit and meditate. i dont like this, is there something i can do to help fix this or is it something i just kinda have to push thru and it'll pass. please some one help i dont know how to feel or what to do. im usually a very positive upbeat and chipper young lady, but ive felt down trodden and sad, like the weight of the owrld is on my shoulders. thanks in advance for your help
Oh yeah I know how you feel. I feel like that everyday, no matter what I do I still seem unhappy or unsatisfied. I wish I had a solution to your problem. I wish you the best.
well thanks man, i hope you find whatever it is youre looking for, all people are beautiful and deserve to be happy
Maybe it's a rhythmic thing related to sleep. Lately my schedule has been all sorts of fucked, and I feel like I'm more awake when I'm sleeping, and more asleep when I'm awake. My vitality.... is diminishing (not rly)
focus on your center, with the changes in the earth and the cosmic alignments,coupled with a true "blue moon",our energies are consumed by others,be they people ,plants ,stones,or the earth herself.
what your probably missing is a Thank You.. for most part of anything I cant let go of, is not being appreciated for the work Ive done.. Therefore I feel Im missing something, or I feel unnerving deprive of fortitude, strength, or firmness of purpose...
thanks you guys, i posted this a while back and ive been feeling a lot better lately, even tho i have jury duty fuck that lol but thanks for the help and support!!
I've been in slumps like these before... I get them after too much stress, night terrors (I have PTSD), sickness, etc. Just focus on doing whatever heals you.
