hypersensitivity?

hi everyone.
i have taken ecstasy many times before, and each time my reaction seems to get worse. the first few times i had mild nausea and tiny panic from the overwhelming feeling ecstasy produces. after the first time, i would say, my reaction severely decreased. some times i would vomit, other times i would get very depressed. most times i wouldnt let anyone touch me or talk to me because everything felt so good it felt bad. recently, after a period of sobriety, i decided to try rolling again, but i only took half a tab to begin with. i didnt get sick or anything. so the next weekend i repeated the process, but it was very different. i felt heavy, my throat was thick, and i began to get very very hot. breathing became very difficult and loud, and i had to take a cold shower to lower my temperature. than a few weeks later i took a whole pill, got very sick and vomited until nothing was being passed, and then drank water and felt fine. but the pill had no affect. whats wrong with me? am i allergic to ecstasy? hypersensitive? just unlucky? please offer any explanation, similar experiences, advice, or questions to better understand my strange reaction.

also, if you could give me any tips or things i could do during a roll to be safer and feel better, that would be much appreciated

thanks so much!

 

Ive heard some people getting sick from ecstasy before which I always thought was strange because it produces less nausea for me than any other drug including pot.

Hangovers/depression is common from mdma, I do get that and it tends to worsen with higher doses and repeated use.

Perhaps you do have an aversion to MDMA, perhaps its a psychological issue and you dont really know how to express or let out the very strong feelings/emotions that can be evoked by MDMA. Like you saying 'it feels so good it feels bad' makes me think you have some rooted issue as to make you not want to experience intense euphoria.

Less than stellar pill quality is always an issue with ecstasy but this sounds reoccuring and something directly attributed to MDMA.

Try and have someone around you you feel comfortable talking with or possibly going out to a club may help next time and dancing it out, otherwise staying away from E might be best.

 

thank you so much! its strange, because at certain times, with half a pill, i get terribly ill, but when i take as many as five i can be perfectly fine. my friends think it has something to do with my small weight. plus when i roll i feel the complete opposite of happy, but thats a rarer occurrence.

 

I feel very sensitive to MDMA. I've rolled what I thought was way too hard, and definitely overwhelming even off of .2 Still find it enjoyable, It's definitely cool I don't need a lot.

 

yeahh i enjoy the fact that i dont need but half to feel something! less $$$

 

Stick with Molly. Say no to street rolls.

 

all the mollys out here where i am are usually bunk. /:

 

Bunk? I'm not familiar with that terminology.

 

ohh sorry hahaha they are just sugar.

 

..or caffiene, or straight meth, cud be dxm, or even BZP!

 

Damn. I get mine from brought to me from Atlanta. They are always the bombdiggity. I had a friend of mine, who is a Chemistry major and avid drug user, test random batches that I've gotten. All seven times that I had him test them, they all came out as 99% MDMA. The fact that I was actually paying $8 per roll for these fucking awesome Mollys was ridiculous. The guy I was gettin' them from got busted and I haven't rolled since. I don't trust street rolls. I've had too many rolls that were nothing but rat poison, caffeine, and speed. That's not ecstasy.

 

bunk= a bad product

The best ecstasy I've had is better than the best molly, but molly is more consistently quality.

 

hahaha yeah they could be but when they are taken they dont do anything whatsoever.

 

i wish i had a connect like that. i had a connect awhile back that had great tabs. meth-based trips and quads, but she fell of the face of the planet lol. ive had great street rolls, but i agree. something about it just isnt "pure" lol

 

I wish I still had that connect. I was makin' bank, though. I bought them in bulk. I bought 100 ten-packs. I kept two ten-packs for myself and sold the rest of them all in one weekend for $20 a roll. . . and everyone bought them, too! The best I ever bought were these single-stack white Motorolas. OH MY GOD. After taking ecstasy for several years, I had never come across a bean that I really only needed to take one of. That one bean was all I needed. I did end up taking a second one, though. The sex that night was INCREDIBLE. I felt like water. . . floating. . . God. I miss those beans.

 

hahaha i think my best roll was two orange playboy bunny trips, one yellow peace sign trip and two red alien quads. best. night. of. my. LIFE. seriously i dont think i have ever rolled that good. i havent found anything as good as the playboys. they got me moaning at the ceiling and crawling on the floor i felt so good. hahaha

 

You guys should try the orange justin biebers they are so bomb they have their own thread dedicated to them!

 

if i could find them i would totally be up for trying bieber
have you heard anything about blue dolphins? i heard they produce the roll of all rolls hahaha

 

The blue dolphins were my first roll and I've had them about 5-6 times since. Just because a pill has the same stamp and color doesn't mean its the same ingredients.

The best pill I ever had was pink aliens which must have been heavy on mda but a good amount of MDMA. I had a 3 way on the second time with them and meditated and felt like I was spinning in this cosmic stream at 360%, Truly profound.

 

I haven't had many presses but Red Fairies felt like good MDMA content but was definitely loaded with meth too.