When I was six I went to a church and was in a program called Awana. I was hanging out with a friend of mine the same age after everything was done. The pastors son took her away with him somehow. The church was also a school had several classrooms. I heard him say lets go to the kindergarten room (must have been her class ) and I really didn't like that he took her away because we had been hanging out playing or whatever. So I go to the kindergarten room and the door is locked. All the adults are in the front lobby eating cookies talking about Moses or whatever the fuck Christians do. I'm banging on the door trying to get into this room because I wanted to play too. After five minutes or so he opened the door and I asked what they were doing. He said she was touching and licking his penis and shit like that... I remember seeing it and then asked me if I wanted to. I said fuck no... luckily he was a pedophile not the violent pedophile type :2thumbsup: and he just told me to keep this a secret or we would all get in trouble. So this kind of gets funny... you know in light of the molestation and stuff. I couldn't lie well... When I lie I smile. So I remember thinking "act natural" so I start whistling with my hands in my pockets like in old movies while everyone was walking out the door. This was very unnatural and made my parents suspicious. They asked me what was wrong and I was like "no, I'll get in trouble" and shit like that. I'm very thankful they got it out of me because he was put to justice, sent to jail and all that good stuff..... If only that were true The next Sunday I saw the boy's mother (the pastor's wife) slip a note into my mom's purse and that was the end of it. Never talked about it again until recently. I think this could have fucked me up just a little... just a little. I just think... How fucked up is that? I was told he was molested too... and you know cycle of abuse and all that shit.. but god damn I swear If I ever see that mother fucker again I will kill him.
I understand your pain through a victim's perspective. I was suicidal there for a bit (two years). It took alot of weed, unsuccessful therapy, and the Grateful Dead to get over my experience.
Just as fucked up how all the adults cover it up as well though Out loud everybody is like "All Pedos should be hanged" which sure is fair enough, but when it happens for reelz, the adults are far more likely to just cover it up, or worse discipline a kid brave enough to say something for 'making up stories' In this scenario, pastors wife just as guilty as her son, or even the mother of the girl (assuming the note meant she was made aware). it all became hush hush, because gossip or reputation became more important than the actual welfare of the kid, or what is actually right. A month later, the likes of the pastor, pastors wife, pastors son, mother of the girl are giving speeches without blinking an eye about the importance of family values, and that erosion of those values is whats wrong with society today Ten years later the girl gets rescued from rose coloured bath water, and oh well, it has to be about drugs cos she was hanging out with a guy last summer that got busted for having a joint in his pocket, or the other cuts on her arm are because she had body image issues mainly as a result of evil capitalist corporations and all the brainwashing media they through at young girls...and...all..that...shit
