my affections for a human being are once again a one way street. part of me wants to be sad and part of me is sad but I also realize that I saw the potential for this person to fill a role, a void in my life even, and I am more upset about losing that opportunity than anything why is life so confusing? :love: <--- never gonna be me
good on your for recognizing it, I think now that you have seen it you can't possibly fall prey to its clutches
i still love you i think its good that you are able to see the non-reciprocation for what it is. might still be salvageable if you communicate about it, but a lot of people dont understand what they are doing wrong on a basic level. some people are like love vampires, or black holes. no matter how much you put in, nothing comes out, and you feel drained.
Sall right drone. Im back now Happened a few times that recently, actually. Fuckit though, its all just standard fare though innit. Win some, lose some and that.
know how it feels my man. i guess the thing to do is to just appreciate what it is we do have, and the people that do return our feelings (not necessarily romantic, but deep) good friends can always make ya feel better
DL, love is fractal, iterations abound :sultan: this chapter maybe is closed, but it won't be your last and isn't your first. melodrama is the mind's way of making sense of the pain, but really it is just the pain of biting into a rotten apple. apples rot, not because you are a deficient gourmand.
Live your life doing what makes you happy, don't depend on someone else to do that for you. If you just focuse on enjoying your own life, before you know it someone will wonder into your life that adds to that happiness and it will be so much better because you'll be able to just enjoy without worrying that your happiness might leave with them. I hope that makes some sort of sense, to much demerol in my system this evening.
^ Rephrased....Be yourself, sad or not. But yeah, no self pity, it is easily recognizable. Also I like what Slappyman said, one of the first things you need is to learn to be happy yourself. It's basic knowledge. You have to first love your self, before you can love another. But don't worry, I say these things not from a pedestal of success but very much being in the same boat as you. I have been given understanding support from a positive person and it would be selfish of me not to pass it on to you. Although it feels we did miss that only chance, and oh my god I know does it hurt, right down to your bones, but there will always be another chance. Always, unless you tragically die randomly. There's another train, there always is.
lol, good sport. hang in there dude. be confident in yourself and the right one will come your way when you least expect it!
Our experience is a simulation of the mind. If there are holes in you, the mind is where they can be filled. Minds join, bodies only touch.
