this is how lonely I am right now

I need somone to talk to so I come on here... thats how lonely i am right now.. i spent all week so excited to go to this party, I didnt want to go at first not my thing, but this girl said I would be the only person she knew there and convinced me to come, so i bought booze got ready all week, and then after an hour she ditched me and was out hanging with everyone but me, meanwhile now im by myself at this giant party.. she said we would leave in an hour, then she just said shes going home after the party and that I should go.. I was like look i want to hang with you so ill wait till you want to go.. then just tells me to go,saying like youre not my boyfriend and shit, and we were supposed to get a cab together so I walked home in the -10 weather for over an hour.. so under dressed cause i was trying to look good... fml... thing is too I thought she was a good friend till now, and basically my only good one since I moved back to this city.. so now i lost all hope and I just wantto move back to where I just left from 6 months ago.. i want some advice though, should I move back?

 

ahh fuck that bitch mate, who needs enemy's with friends like that, drop that one. Dont get so down about it life goes on you'll make better freinds in no time at all just enjoy the festivities with your family and be positive, do some lucy or something have fun you dont need to depend on freinds to have fun. Merry Christmas

 

well u gotta do what makes ya happy.if you think going back to the place you were would make you happy,go.really sux when people you think are good friends turn out not to be.


i grew up where i am living now.i moved to another town 30 miles away with my exgirlfriend for almost 8 years.after she left i moved back here.since coming back ive been wanting to go back to where i was.ive found that people including my family arent very good friends anymore.and my best friend has been the worst with all the verbal and mental abuse ive been getting from him.im going back to where i was when i can figure out how to get the money i need to do it.

 

yeah life goes on... I did get this strange urge to do something bigger with my life though..helping in a big way..

 

HeLlOh

 

buh?

 

Man, you were used as her fall back just in case she really didn't know anyone at that party. She's just made a total arse of you, move on! Seriously though, the issue about moving back, you say you've been there 6 months and you were obviously alright before this bunch of shit since you were excited to be going to the party. Give yourself time to get over this fucking bollocks and then rethink your situation. you don't want to up sticks because you're feeling shit right now and then regret it later. Good luck x

 

youre abs. right, it makes it worse cause we were like fuck buddies, and i was drunk haha... I am better now though

 

never ever move away from a fuck buddy

 

unless you were being really clingy and awkward it sounds like she treated you like garbage and is a tool.

 

Glad you're feeling better! Onwards and upwards!