But not the same person that you all have known. I am sorry for this long-thy post and somewhat grave in this state of mind in which I find myself so without further ado I shall continue that you may read it to the end. First - to all who remember and there are some still here - I APOLOGIZE WITH ALL MY MIGHT for ANY anguish that I had caused whilst posting here in my previous incarnation and I PROMISE not to destabilize again. If the powers that be will forgive me - and I hope for this- I will like to promise that I will do my best to do my honor to honor these forums by NOT melting down again. I had a lot of shit going on in my personal life and I took it out on my friends at Hip forums. I should not have done so but I did. Sometimes life has a funny way of deluding us - Fools we are and fools we be - At lease I can speak for myself about this, my friends. I was deluded by myself into thinking that my enemies were here but they were all really a figment of my imagination - fragmentations of ideas that =manifest into wholenesses unto themselves which I drove full on into the forums and collided with the immovable object that is called reason. For this I apologize. For this was my ruin in my previouis incarnation at Hip Forums. I am not as comfortable with people as I am with some machines. I have told you that before, my friends and I had offered my hand in friendship but then a few had bit that hand so that it hurt so I drew it back but not before I showed a hand of my own which was to become my undoing - a great embarassment to myself and those who backed my out of the goodness of their own hearts. People who are great unto me and will always be appreciate for what they have done but it was too little too late for one (myself) who was too far in the forest to see the trees and for this I am too very sorry, my friends. CAN YOU FORGIVE ME? AND LET ME BACK IN THE FOLD? But in this new persona - GRUM Which was what my father was called back in the day. A few of the people here who are my true friends know that and hopefully will acknowlege me ok. Finally I am apologising for this longest of posts about this but it is necessary that I get this off my chest NOW and not later. It is also necessary that I say it all - INCLUDING THIS _ I have waited quite a long time for certain people to stop posting here in their own volition. Maybe they just left, maybe they were asked to leave , who knows. All I know is they are not here any more so I am back again, thank GOD. Let us hope that things are as back to "normal" as they can ever be but I am of course saying this from my own experience and benefit, my friends. Thank you for Reading and have a gracious day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Odon Never mind the past. If you have to ask then it doesn;t exactly involve you. Not trying to be rude, my friend. Seriously I had no beefs with you and you none with me. Just try and accept me as Grum from here forward. My apologies were for the benefit of those who might have recognized me from before. Not trying to cause any problems/ I was really hoping we can just move along forward thanks! Rollingalong, Haha very funny my friend. Comical. It wasnt directed at you either so just don't worry about it ok but thanks for the laugh anyway!!
Welcome Back 'Grum' I dont know you but ...taking the steps up to posting that...I'd try to forgive you