The Hipforums used to be an everyday thing for me. I'd spend hours upon hours posting all over this place!! i met some amazing people, some of whom i still talk to to this day..I even met one of my exboyfriends on here and moved thousands of miles away to be with him. That was short lived but I am gratefull for the experiance.... Since that last time I was on here (which was so long ago I can't recall when's the last time I was on here) I've done alot of seeing the world ad growing up and faceing the horrible realitys of truly being on your own. I moved to Michigan in July of 2010 and just recently moved back here to good ol north carolina. I gained alot of wisdom and alot tattoos while I was up there; and it certainly put things in a different light for me. Now I'm home and lost, don't know where I'm going or what I'm doing, and to be honest with you, I feel like packing up my car and just driving. No specific destination....just driving...untill I see a spot where I could might exist without torment or anger or depression or any of those other awful things that have followed me my entire life. I love this place and I love these people: Hipforums is like a breath of fresh air!! I do hope at least some of you remember me...I know there's shittons of new newbs but I know some of my old HF buddies are out there somewhere!!!!