Dissolution (DPT trip Report)

A few minutes before 4 am on new years morning I prepared 65 mgs of Dpt as well as whatever was clinging to the bag I kept it in. Earlier in the night I had dropped a 250 mg bomb of mephedrone at 10:45 and 1 small bump just after midnight. The primary effects of the mephedrone were long gone but I was still riding out the lasting stimulation. I like smoking on mephedrone (even mugwort) on the comedown and its quite compulsive and 'nasty' in that way that makes you just want to smoke, snort, pop something, anything as quickly as possible. Smoking changa crossed my mind but I decided to pass on that. I had dpt planned as a very real possibility for the previous few days so this was not a spur of the moment decision but I definitely felt the fiendish anticipation from the mephedrone as I was preparing it.

Down goes the plunger into my thigh and instantaneous placebo relief washes over my being. I quickly put away my equipment, turn off the lights and lay down. I put on some music and awaited for the converging dpt ripples to appear and enclose me in the anasthetic dpt veil. The lasting stimulation from the mephedrone definitely distorted my sense of time as it felt fairly long before onset. The slight distortion finally came very subtly at first, having me question for a split second if I took enough. Next I felt a heavy and full pressure throughout my head and the top half of my body in particular. Slight hints of nausea crept up and I pulled my barf bucket near as for a minute I thought it might be necessary on this journey, but the nausea subsided.

As I was finally completely immersed behind the veil of dpt I entered a deep trance. The music I had on which came through slightly muffled but recognizable lead the visuals as synesthetic waves shot in various directions to the beat of the music. I felt extremely relaxed as I watched the visuals slowly twist, bend and unfold in the dark to form complex fractal images that would hold position for a minute and then unravel to give way to new designs and patterns.

My thoughts mainly focused around the music and the trance, occasionaly thoughts about what was going on in my sober life would enter for a fleeting moment with a definite altered view of them, especially in regards to a particular female and some of the other events happening lately but there were no attempts to form solutions or answers to these thoughts I pondered, instead the focus of the mind was to attempt to hold itself in the now of this current altered state.

The most memorable pattern of the evening was a set of long, unwinding staircase fractals that originated from the same base and formed on opposite sides of my vision which formed in synchronicity and eventually wrapped under themselves at the top half of the formation creating circular designs. These designs sat in front of more general fractals providing depth.



Shortly after this ego death occurred. The pulsing fractals disappeared and there was No sense of time, no separation in space, no thought, just unadulterated awareness. After a few moments I merged back with the body and mind which felt like a jolt of inertia and the trip continued to slowly pulse. I did experience 'the light' as well which is what is the nickname for dpt by those who use it sacramentally. I didn't find wisdom or guidance in the light it just was a light ha. Some other random figures appeared that looked like silhouttes from a projector.

The trip ended shortly after. A very deep experience, I prefer this trip to the tarchyicadia filled amnesic experience of the higher dose I tried. I found this level was just as visual and much deeper to me allowing me to process the visual and mental perceptions as well as go with the experience and let it guide me.

 

What a great way to start the new year!! I wonder what crazy combos you've got planned for 2011 lol Happy new year man

 

Happy New Years, ha I don't really have any crazy combos planned except I want to try LSD/Dmt and revisit MDMA/salvia. Possibly some 2c or rc mix too.

 

very descriptive report, GB. sounds pleasant what was the exact dosage of your higher one?

 

It was 75 mgs, so only a few mgs higher.

 

I may have asked you this before - but do you ever have trouble remembering the peak of the experience?

 

When I did that higher dose I did have trouble remembering, like I said at the end there it basically gave me amnesia. Like with all psychedelics there are some parts that slip from recollection but I remember a good portion of the trip this morning fairly vividly.

 

I completely missed the word amnesic :mickey:

The difference between 150mg and 200mg nasally in terms of memory is pretty astounding.. although I have a feeling that the more your brain gets used to the experience, the easier it is to remember it.

 

Yah Im injection doses go up to 125 mgs on erowid compared to the 200 mgs insuffalation. There has been a person (persons?) who have passed out at 130 mgs im injection and since I pratically never have a sitter I'm not really trying to teeter that line to close. I would like to try 100 mgs sometime though, the 75 mgs experience was quite a rush but it didn't seem very useful IMO due to the amnesia.

 

Maybe if you wanna bump up your IM DPT experience, try mixing it with some ketamine. I've heard some great things from experienced drug users about that specific combo.


Kind of off topic, but do you ever have trouble remembering a DMT experience from a vaped dose of around 50mg?

 

Dmt moves much quicker to me and is also alot shorter but I still remember a good amount.

I don't use ketamine anymore, its something I came to the conclusion that it is a negative for me in my entheogenic development. I do use stimulants (like even in this report LOL) which could make me look slightly hypocritical but my justification is the intention with stimulants is not really about personal development and insight like psychedelics are and that was my intent with ketamine as well.

I will most likely try the higher dpt doses if I continue to continue to explore this compound but I really do enjoy this 'sweet spot' I've found in the 50-70 mgs range. It feels complete to me at this level and I don't really have a pressing desire to push it.

I also considered iv administration but I've only done iv with ketamine with the assistance of a qualified medical student and I've read reports of people bruising and having difficulty pulling the needle out with iv dpt which doesn't sound too pleasant.

 

I miss DPT

 

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Is CS gonna have to go to T-dot whiles yous asleep and shove DPT up a Writer's nose?!

 

im such a chicken shit

i really just wanna do 2c-b and t7

 

why would you try higher doses then?

 

why climb the mountain? because it is there

 

that's a silly reason. since there are an infinite number of mountains, i'd rather climb ones that i felt were worthwhile.

 

so climbing the 5000 foot mountain is worthwhile, therefore you don't climb the 9000 foot mountain? just because the 5000 is great? the 9000 still calls thats why we increase dose

 

As we all know set and setting can play a huge role, perhaps I was just not mentally prepared for the experience that evening. I don't have any immeadiate plans to try a higher dose and don't have anymore dpt at the moment so its a bit of a moot point.