let's see how my mind fucks things

T:00 I am about to pack a bowl. I am listening to slipknot's all hope is gone album. I am currently doing the same thing I do everyday, try to find something to entertain me.

T:05 Lighting bowl. I am so hungry, but I have no motivation to eat. It's hard enough picking laptop off floor, let alone anything else. Feeling headchange after second toke. Wondering if legalbuds.com really sell mind-altering fake weed that seems real.

T:10+chatting with my sister's friend and buddy. feeling relieved to be buzzing now and having some semblance to human contact. A temporary friend is such a relief to me.

T:17 feeling pretty cool, admitting to my big sister's life long friend about eating an ounce of shrooms and how i was too busy laughing at the floor.....

T:25 I have a feeling that i'm doing this t thing wrong. just thinking about how since i never leave, and don't want to leave, the apartment, i should be rightfully called a hermit, or a cavefish. I can't stand bright lights no more. The thought of them make me wanna yak.

T:whatever.....it's a body stone, mind is thinking freely and doing well in my own little imagination. feels like eating. going to get something to eat

okay i started this at 4:41 pm my time. it's 5:20 now. I am eating a cheese danish, which is fucking awesome. what's more awesome is those pancakes at Bob Evans, which has the cream cheese in the middile of the stack and blueberry's with whipped cream...hell yeah

okay i don't know why i'm posting this. but what the hell:afro:

 

you gotta eat before smoking. otherwise, you'll just be so hungry after you smoke that you won't be able to enjoy the high.

at least that's the case with me. but i'm a whiny bitch when i'm hungry too.

 

i love food. just wish it was so expensive.

 

What isn't expensive?

 

dollar stores....i'm thinking about moving to a third world country without wars

 

jamaica? ..