So last night I had a dream, It went on consistantly throughout the whole thing, meaning i had dream memory, and kept getting further and further into the dream for like 5 hours dreamtime. I was beginning to thin after a while that I was stuck in dreamworld. At first when I was double dreaming, I cant really remember the details now, but I just remember at one point I was in the car with my brother, and I thought we were gonna crash but we didn't, and we were going like 80 mph on a curvy road, at first I was really scared and I remember expressing that the scariest thing is when you crash and you aren't the one driving. Eventually I said wow, you are a pretty amazing driver. I don't remember if we were in a race or somthing. But I remember we would make it to these indoor checkpoints, everybody in my family was there i think, and then I switched and road in th car my dad was driving. I remember having no confidence at all that we were going to live. We ended up taking a turn too fast, went airbourne, and I was like this is it, i'm dead. (didn't knw I was dreaming, but kinda suspected it. I was like ok I am going to die unless this is a dream.I was like wow its really almost all over. everything. I forget what happned next. Somehow, this part is connected to this dream, if only for the simple reason I remembered it when I was having this one. Me and some kids were discussing this one place that was like an apartment community, except that all of the apartment doors were wide open. We decided to go steal a bunch of stuff. So it turns out, the door to all of these apartments was locked. I don't remember what we did, It might have been when someone was leaving we snuck in, but I kinda remember nt doing it that way. I just remember the way we did it was really creative. So at this point, I was sure that I was dreaming. I remember all f the doors standing wide open in this apartment complex, so I just walked into one of them. I only found a few cool things, I just remember finding some super rare like japanese cigarettes, I kept them in my hands, and I was like uh oh I'm waking up, so I woke up in my living room with those special cigarettes. My friend "cj" was there, I felt like he was my best friend and Iv'e known him all my life. In real life I don't knw any CJ. So yeah I was still asleep. This time, I was 99% certain I was completely awake. I was like wat up man he was like are you sure you aren't dreaming (I think he said that) I was like absolutely, this is real, I know you are real, and my friends popped out like I'm real "oh yeah Im real too" And were all excited. I seriously believed I was awake as I could possibly be. I was like if I'm asleep right now, there is no possible way I could comprehend what "real" life is. (you know how you feel more insignificant in dreams) So I was confident it was as vivid as real life gets. Then I started to wake up again I was like whatt again! So then I knew I was in a dream finally. I didn't want to go anywhere I was with my best friends so I said "don't worry guys, I almost woke up, but you are still there, (when I almost woke they started to fade, and everything went blck for a few seconds) But I fought it, I was like no, and I could actually feel my mind's imagination working and bringing back the same dream I wanted to stay in. It felt like a miracle, it was my own little world. Then It was a lucid dream from then on. I have had like 30 lucid dreams this year its awesome!
That's pretty badass. Reality is subjective, after all, so perhaps you were viewing yourself in a different reality? That's just my take on it.
