Overdosed on benzos + heroin. (my best friend..) http://www.inmemoriam.be/nl/2010-12-29/pieter-kevers/
Very scary. Sorry for your loss. I am glad that I have chosen to be more careful with mixing the two (benzos and opioids) since I went on Suboxone.
Aw, man. That's harsh. It takes a long time to come to terms with it. 3 years ago, my best friend overdosed on Soma and Xanax. It's so shocking. Led me down a path of taking mega doses of whatever I could get, so be careful and talk it out instead of over "medicating." He was so young...is that him in the pic? Sorry, man, and hang in there.
Begin december i lost my girlfriend, got very depressed and hooked up again...one day i messaged my friend half jokingly in a depressed mood that i would get drunk and jump infront of a car..he then said "i won't let you die" ..a few days after he overdosed. We would start a band together. He was a big joy division/new order fan. the most intelligent person i ever knew. He had too much shit in his life, his father committed suicide when he was 20, he was studying for engineer at the university then...a bit later his mother got a chronic liver disease and he quit his studies. I have been interrogated twice by the police as if i killed him and i've had fucking reporters annoying me. me and his little brother are good friends now..and i'm with the red cross..hoping to safe some lifes in the future..it feels weird not having been able to prevent it. edit: yes that is him in the picture, only 28 years old. we discussed shell shock from new order like a day before...the irony https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4ckRZUm01CI&feature=autoplay&list=FLOgid6p_U2gM&index=5&playnext=4"]YouTube - New Order - shellshock
For anyone on the road of self-destruction...think about who you leave behind. now i'm dissappearing from these boards again, my hip days are long over.
I didn't know him.. but I'll play Joy Division for him tonight... I like Joy Division... sorry for your loss.
That's horrible, I'm terribly sorry for your loss man. My heart goes out to you and his other friends and his family.
hopefully his story will save others. RIP. i hope you find your way and get away from the drugs yourself. As we all must.
Sorry about the death of one you loved. Makes m want to weep. So many have been lost. I wish you wouldn't drop HF though. Being Hip does not require massive doses of drugs.
yeah it irritates me when I see people giving recommendations in threads on mixing opiates and benzos - i've almost stopped breathing a few times myself from this combo. not to mention the high risk this combo entails, it makes the opiate experience totally unworthwhile as the amnesia gets intense.
This a great idea..turn it into something positive maybe your friends purpose in life was to help you save yours
I am so sorry to hear about your friend. I don't know how many times I've overdosed on heroin and speedballs. I'm sure that I was very close to death a few times. Please stop doing opiates, I know it's not easy, even for me, but I'm sure that it's very sobering when you loose a friend that you love dearly. My condolences.
