I was curious and wanted to get with a guy last year. Found a good looking black guy on craigslist. we did mutual oral. after i felt ashamed and thought i would become gay. i found him again and im going to try to hook up again. i like jerking off to gay/shemale porn. and cock turns me on. but i could never be with a guy. its just a sexual thing i guess.
jimdan, I know exactly how you feel. As I mentioned in another post I have been happily married for 23 years and been meeting up with a male friend for the last 9 years. The last 9 years have not made me gay! My wife has no idea and thinks we are just friends who like to catch up and have a few beers together once a month or so. My bi relationship is purely sexual, we are both horny guys that like to get off and getting it off with another guy is an intense experience. We spend our time together naked, spa together, shower and usually masturbate and suck each other till we cum. It feels good and we both look forward to getting together. I have never felt ashamed of what we do together and neither should you. I masturbate to female porn as well as gay/shemale porn.....its natural!! Take care