Not even worth waking up

I keep asking myself why the fuck I even got up this morning. I'd honestly rather dream my way through the entire weekend. During the school year every day is just fucking pointless. I spend 5 days a week, 8 hours a day wasting what should be the best years of my life learning useless things that will never help me in any way. Then I get two days off to try to relax after all that horseshit and I just spend the whole weekend dreading yet another five days of whittling my life away on nothing, particularly since it's winter right now so I can't even leave the god damn house because it's 2 degrees outside.

My life is literally pointless. I'm not living, I'm just existing. Nothing is fun anymore except getting fucked up on whatever drugs I can get my hands on. And the worst part? Take the above paragraph and replace the word "school" with "work" and there's the rest of my life laid out for me.

 

You do not have to go to school. You do not have to work a job you do not like.

 

Sounds like a drag(!); I'm sorry.

 

you aren't whittling your life away by getting an education. That education will prove valuable one day. If you do not continue your education you will most definitely be stuck in a pointless job that you hate. With an education you will have the option to choose a career you actually enjoy.

 

Yeah I remember those days. Twas pretty gay indeed. Like being a slave. You gotta think outside the box to make money an easy enough way that doesn't take up too much time. Good luck!

 

The problem is finding a career I could enjoy. I can't do a 9-5, 5 days a week job. I just can't. I'd rather die.

 

If you had unlimited options and could choose anything in the world you wanted to do to make a living, what would you choose?

 

Just rob a bank then. Or do you not have the balls and would rather die?

 

youre totally wrong about the work thing....with school you basically have no choice...but finishing school will allow you to have a lot of choice on what job you take...pick the right job and its not work at all...or even better...find something you're good at and turn that into a business and be your own boss

 

I mean, if you're going to die anyway; might as well give it a shot. :coolgleamA:

 

Yeah if you don't care about life you can do anything you want. That is the only way to get the most out of life is if theres nothing to lose. True story.