I don't want nobody Nobody don't want me I'm so sad so lonely But i'm always landing on my feet Except this time im falling im falling deeper without a sound when the world is falling down im falling apart im barley breathing with a broken heart thats still beating I may of lost my way now
i have faith i await ive yet to see a chage but yet i wait everythings fine im doing good ive been safe theres one thing in the world thats nesaccary to stay calm weed rollit up pack a bong stay high if im not ohoh you can tell bye the way i act like a asshole before i ask for green and if the answers no i probaly wont say hello after just fuckin wind up on them straight to the face shit is all real i hate to have to complain but its hard when your minds been slippin away for years ive been contemplating horrible things for yyears ive been calling your name for years youe been walking away and for years ive been trying to stay sayne but for years it seems like your just another one trying to drive me to the grave and i know im rotting inside and one day there wont be anything left whe you look in my eyes for years ive been asking for help now it seems your just another one walking away from yourself
i am a person to and i make mistakes just like you do im sorry if i have hurt you and this pain is the only reminder i have at times i just wish that id die The fear of dieing alone compels me to hold on the imposabilaty of speaking these words i feel like giving up the more times i try the more times i fail i have had enough of going thru life lacking happiness And living this life alone but im not giving up Pray i will find someone this pains the only reminder i have at times i wish id die The fear of dieing alone Alowes me to hold on....
My mouth is numb My brain is fryed My heart is crushed My soul has died My head hangs low My eyes to hide Im not me The me you all knew has died Just my shell shall remain A connstant reminder of what once was Suffering and pain Feel not for me Ignore this affliction This burden is mine alone to bare Just me and my addiction
Shifting and swirling All around The smoke thick and bitter lingering slightly above the ground i tilt my head i light the pipe i breath in deeply i dont feel allright the smoke hits the back of my chest my heart starts racing my minds a mess intoxication can be such sweet bliss but sobriety is free and this is expensive shit...
Waging war against unseen deamons Fighting amonst many But all so alone Who am i? noone knows conflict a fitting name struggle noone knows I bow my head in shame The weight of the world on my shoulders Thankful i alone shall bare this My secret shame
i can hear those voices inside my head dont make me do those thing that i know ill regret inside this room im left to waste cuz inside im bleeding inside and noones bileaving me tonnight because it feels like noone ever cared fuck this place you call home in this life i wish you the best this is my last goodbye ive made my decission and that is final now to figure out the rest
taking this one step at a time watching yourself carefuly not holding anything back how it means so much to me hearing your voice seeing your pretty smile seeing you everyday untill the pictures they start to fade every time that we are together that day means not forever
im a very angry and confused person and i always hurt those that are dearest to me, i can do nothing to right those i have wronged so greatly. and theres is nothing i can give in extange to take back what ive done. i hate this pathetic shell of a person i have become. i am not a man. i sit here crying ashamed exausted nd ready to break. my heart iot aches i want to cut it out. cut away all my mistakes
I had everything i was at the top living the fast life going to fast to stop warnings were falling none were caught to numb to feel pain and now its all i got and im happy to have it because pains real and such a sweet reminder the times we shared, its never to late to feel something but its to late for me to feel you i let you slip right thru my fingers but my heart still holds a part of you we live on thru our daughter and that we will always share she is part me and part you and for both of you my girls i will always be here i love you more then words can write and i miss you somuch i dont feel right i hate being so far away but tomorrows a new day a new beginning the end of a old night and a chance to make things right i will get better
Awwww Pimp. You write with a gritty honesty and I love it. I feel your pain, maybe not for the same reasons, but pain is pain and tears fall for many reasons. It doesn't take shared experience to want to wipe another's tears away. I'm always here if you need me. Great work, keep it up! *hugs*
