She's in the hospital now. We've known for the last few months that she's been really sick. She has what started out as just lung cancer. Then they found cancer in her spine. There's no cure, and she had been out of the hospital for a few weeks. She was rushed back earlier today, and doing really badly. They think she's dying. I'm really sad and scared now, because I didn't get to see her since September, before she was sick. And I was supposed to see her this weekend but I was sick...she wanted to see me before she died and hear me play the violin one last time...I want to do that but now I'm not sure I can and I don't know what to do...I don't even think this post makes sense and I don't know why I'm posting it either because it's not like anyone can help...
I know how you feel. I receantly lost my grandfather and he had been in and out of the hospital and each time I had to go say good bye. The funny thing was that I never really dreaded it until the last time. I just knew that it was the LAST time. I went and said my peace to him and heard his words of wisdom. It was without a doubt the hardest thing I have ever done in my entire life and I am really glad I did it. I don't know how to put this gently so I will just say it. Get there if you can or you may very well regret it for the rest of your life.
