Psychedelic Bump V

I have not tried Miprocin yet and probably will explore that first on it's own if I do try it but you definitely have me intrigued with this compound, it sounds like a very balanced and complementary psychedelic combo.

 

Ya, I'm definitely getting some when I can afford to. I got tryptamines on my mind.

 

I've wanted 4-HO-MIPT for ages after my friend tried it and swore it to be the best drug, he's done a lot as well.

 

It truly is a very complementary psychedelic combo indeed, IMO, honestly, one of the most interesting & best combos of all the crazy shit I've tried in my life. But weed & DMT were key to it as well; it wasn't just the 2C-T-2 & the 4-HO-MiPT alone, but shit. You read my trip report more or less updated about every fifteen minutes to thirty minutes or so, & I was not exaggerating one bit of it. It was honestly a chore to write that all out blow by blow, but I honestly wanted to share just how beautiful & mystical the whole trip was, it blew my fucking mind away man! I fully endorse this combo at or about the same levels of each drug, plus the joint, and the pea-sized ball of DMT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Invest in some of each & go where I went this morning, you'll really enjoy it, trust me. The coolest parts were when I was hearing music that wasn't playing, like full songs being constructed out of thin air, that, and watching quite literally words, birds, lace, & airplanes all forming all around me & all the while all of those crazy zig-zag patterns, checkerboard patterns, fractals, tendrils, ghoulies, rainbow colors (including colors that don't exist if that makes sense) plus the black & white streaks just constantly bombarding me, jumping out at me in 3D, and so forth. It was one of the most memorable trips I've had in months!!!!!!! Okay, it's almost 2PM CST, so it's about time for me to go light up on behalf of the both of us (and I'm gonna bro!)

 

well now i'm even more curious. if i do want to know what they are for...can i?

 

That sounds like some seriously heavyweight tripping...

The only thing that concerns me is that I think I understood most everything you wrote. Straight. Hmm.

Thanks for sharing Cosmo. :sunny:

 

Bump for 200mg DXM + 20mg 2c-e

Im gonee

 

Really? No prob' bro! I suffer from gastritis, GERD, & IBS, so my guts are always in a knot... You know, it's perhaps that fact has made it so much easier to use the mind over matter technique to manage the gutaches away before they even set in, since I've sort of had to learn how to forget about all KINDS of pain and bullshit anyway, icky.

lol, how is it that my GI tract issues either associated with or without drug use *is* thee single most important &/or interesting tidbit to take away from my trip report? Is it because you enjoy hearing about my BM's or because you're just fascinated my the medical anomoly that I am or are you just fuckin' with me?

Thanks Voyage, no problem! And indeed it was some seriously heavyweight tripping, fuck yeah!!!

lol, you actually could even make sense of "dmt plus divinity equals non sense at all", HAHAHA!!!!!

 

not fuckin with ya man, i was genuinely curious about your medical anomaly as you put it. i guess i neglected to comment on the rest of the report b/c other people had commented on it and it's all kinda common themes by now. it certainly sounded like an intense trip, but words fail at getting across the real meaning, without experiencing it. and i doubt i'll ever be venturing that far.

 

Watching something about maelstroms and whirlpools. First time home with my grandpa and stressed the fuck out. Has anyone had those ONAX xanax bars? They are from Pakistan, I don't even think they are active which sux because I bought some so I wouldn't eat all my K-pins before my refill is up. That is pretty bad anyway, I feel like a junkie, having to rely on a drug to keep my nerves from becoming frayed. But I guess anyone that has to be the lone care provider for a dying, bedridden family member all whilst watching their mom die would have pretty fucked up nerves too. This is enough to make someone want to kill themselves.

 

I didn't really think you were fucking with me, I was just being a little bit snarky porkstock, & believe me, I'm just as curious about my bizarre brain & body chemistry as you. In fact, I plan on donating my body to medical science once I mysteriously dissappear from here after my heart gives way or some such shit once I've run out of my apparent nine lives, & I'm sure it's not a stretch to guess how THAT will happen, lol.

It really was intense, & though I was able to express about 25-50% of what was going on, you are indeed correct sir, words do fail to put to terms much of the experience (& its meaning) without actually being the tripper tripping; that's why I don't usually toot my own horn about whatever I experienced.

That's actually a good thing I guess that you'll never venture quite that far, & I say that because there's a certain precipace that you tend always reach when you've given yourself a heavyweight dose of ANY psychedelic substance where you know damned well even just moments before being hit upside the proverbial head that if your set, setting, constitution, life situation, the people who surround you, & pretty much ever last detail of your existence are not absolutely in some sort of (for lack of a better way to put it) in proper almost "cosmic" alignment, that the very nature of psychedelic drugs can, &, sometimes WILL take YOU quite by surprise, begin to steer your experience quite out of control & at that point your fears, the ego dissolutionment, the nature of your thoughts & hallucinations, & the suggestibility are all sort of "in the hands of the psychedelic" & THAT is when shit can go wrong. I mean that with every fiber of my being, albeit it's only happened to me 3 times in 20 yrs., but even things as serious as temporary psychosis are fair game at that point. If I wasn't in a very content & happy zen-type place in my life, I wouldn't be venturing that far at all either, I have learned my lesson. Hell, I don't even know if I'd be tripping at all if I was a miserable person for any reason, but I tend to have very good karma these days because (& I'm also being serious here) I live a rather selfless life & reach out to help others as much as I can. Somehow that all contributes to the makings of a wonderful existence, so too do living minimalistically, turning your back on consumerism, & not to sound trite by any means, but also by, as they used to say, tuning in, turning on, & dropping out.

Oh, I was just being a little bit smarmy too about the whole mysterious disappearance due to a friggin' OD thing. Ain't gonna happen... how does Erowid put it? Know your drug, know your body, know your mind, know your source, something like that... suffice to say, I've learned to take that mantra to heart all too well, & I do. Even if Erowid's dosage curve tends to be a bit on the weenie side IMO, they've got that part right for sure.

Honestly though porkstock, a whole lot of things in life do come down to mind over matter IME, I would never downplay that angle. Things I've had to overcome have only been done so by that simple & yet not-so-simple little act of mind, body, & spirit. And in that sense, I'm not just talking about drugs, I'm talking about life in general. Mind over matter man.

First of all, think about your first point from this angle, would you rather be suffering in agony or would you rather develop a drug habit? I have weighed that question out in my mind over the years after breaking my neck & back & watching my girlfriend of the time die in the hospital more or less a room away from me & have come to the conclusion that drug addiction beats agonizing pain in any form any day, any minute, any second of the week. You're not a junkie for taking the tools necessary to move through life more gracefully, you're a junkie if you lie, cheat, steal, or worse to keep chasing the dragon away IMO. Just some food for thought hun.

Second, we love you & do not want you to kill yourself (I'm betting that your grandpa & your mom don't want you to do that either). Dying sucks, take it from me, I know. Yes, it does fuck with you to be the sole provider for the dying, but there's also something very dignified in it. I look after a 60 yr. old hippie guy who's dying now myself, he's over time become one of my best friends, & as close to me as any family member (in some ways he's like my only family, but that's another story). I know your pain, but the empathy & love that you give will in time feel so rewarding & so warm that it will eventually balance out the frayed nerves, it just takes time. On that note, if you need someone to talk to, you may if you wish hit me up via PM or any other means, even if you want to call & just have a friendly voice listen to you, I'm here for you, okay? Take care G0dm4ch1n3 & really, if you need to talk, by whatever means you feel will help you best, I'll gladly do my very best to help if you ever want to reach out

 

I thought about leaving this place not too long ago because I felt like it was pathetic that I turn here for a friendly conversation or just to vent. I was really hard on myself, felt worthless for not having any real friends that I could confide in but given my situation I am not exactly sociable which the reason I lost all of my friends. But looking back it's real shitty that they did that to me. I didn't ask for all this and if they were real friends they would be here for me and understand that I can't party every fucking night and get into shit like I did when I was 19-early 20's. But anyway, all that being said, I am glad I have friendly people here I can converse with. Like minded individuals that I can connect with on a level that was never possible with the local people here and even my old friends.

Haha here I am pouring my heart out. Someone play the world's smallest violin for me.

 

That's how it is for many of us. It's rare that you can find people in "real life" who are as nonjudgemental and understanding as the people who frequent these forums. Apart from my friends at HF, I really only have ONE true friend, and that's really all I need.

 

True that. I'm in the same boat.

 

Yup, I suppose I have a decent amount of acquaintances, but just a handful of true friends. And then of course all my HF buddies :grouphug:. It's cool though, I value my individuality and freedom, I've always been a bit of a loner.

 

Same here. It's really the best way to be

 

:grouphug:

 

No, nobody's playing any small violins for you, we'll play an orchestra for you!

You're neither worthless nor pathetic, you're simply human dealing with really difficult human tragedy, & there's nothing wrong with venting here to us at HF, we care about you :daisy:

I also hear that about friends ditching you when the going gets rough, a lot of people in society can be such ruthless, uncaring, heartless, selfish, self-centered jerkfaces & they're the pathetic ones, I wouldn't even call them worthless (mostly) though, just sad, sad lost souls. After my accident, people I'd known & loved all around the country fled my side like I was carrying the plague. IMO, it's their loss, not mine. I don't need flakes in my life. They can go about their business partying away every night, acting like teeny-boppers on parade like they're 19 yr. old kids when in fact they're actually within my peer group, & they can continue the meaningless drivel of advertisement-driven consumerism, getting lost in TV land, carrying out senseless, bullshit relationships with each other that are about as tenuous as a worn thread of used up dental floss, & just not getting the picture that downscaling is a true virtue, that cutting out the shit & the shitheads is a virtue, & that there's not much in life quite as precious as the good deeds we are all capable of, the love & compassion we are all capable of, the love we have to offer one another, the value of living a life within our means & living an uncomplicated existence devoid of lots of stuff, & most of all, the true friends & loves we're lucky to find along this path in life, especially if you know, as I'm sure you do in your situation, that life is fleeting & those people that stick by your side & see the goodness in you as much as you do them are the best gift a person can ever recieve of all!

That's how it is for me too, this place is such a warm, caring, & understanding community & I really appreciate the people here, the nonjudgemental attitudes, the understanding, & the feeling of acceptance I feel from you all. It really sadly is all to real a fact that in "real life" it's so hard to find such wonderful people as all of you are. I mean that with all of my heart. I too, apart from my friends here at HF, only have a couple of TRUE friends, & I would completely agree, especially the older I get (I'm 34, 35 in a few months) that one really does only need one or two or three real, close friends. It's ever so true, but as you get older, you just kind of draw your circle closer & closer, & that's something good methinks. Too many people in one's life tend to both end up blurring the lines between acquaintances & friends, & really all a guy or gal needs is a close friend or so, &, if you're lucky enough, a true love to call your own.

Ain't it the best boat to be in? I sure think so. If I had a sailboat, I'd probably get a cat to take on a voyage out to sea with me, & choose very carefully who I'd want to go sailing the seas with me!

I guess I too have a fair amount of acquaintances, but HF buddies aside, I don't feel the need to have a ton of friends, a few really does do the job just fine. And I totally hear that about the value of freedom & individuality, there's something to be said for being a loner. I'm mostly one myself too, &, I believe I'm happier, feel less cluttered, & find that those close bonds of a few true & blue souls is much more valuable thing than the pseudo-bonds of lots of acquaintances.

It most certainly is the best way to be! Here, here! Well put TNS!!!

:cheers2: here's to all the wonderful people at HF!!!!! Cheers y'all!

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tItOOpyJP5k&feature=related"]YouTube - Make Glow Sticks - The Science I always wondered how glow sticks worked.

 

Can I just ask, are we all loners here?!