Hey all, I don't know if anyone here would be able to help me out but I'm going to give it a try. For the past five years I've been wanting to go toward one career choice. It is for something that I have been told that I'm very good at. People enjoy it when I do this certain thing and I also get enjoyment from it. Whenever I begin to work toward a career doing this certain thing I all of a sudden get a feeling of dread in my stomach. Super anxiety. I have only had this type of feeling a few times in my life and each time I've ignored the feeling it turned out to be negative. Even while writing this I'm starting to get that feeling. Everything I've done in my life has pointed toward this particular career path but this bad feeling is throwing me out of whack. For you intuitives/psychics out there I would like to know if I should trust this gut feeling and look at another career path. If I should look at doing something else what do you feel is the right path for me. Post your answer here or you can PM me. Thanks a lot guys! Much Love!
Hi ZenBlue The challenge here with the feeling you are facing comes from two directions. First this is a past life cell memory that every time you feel connected to a life path there is the memory {true or not} that you failed. Not wanting to face this place of failure your cell memory is reacting and not allowing your intent to make new memories. Second this feeling is about facing your self in the worst and best of times. Here the timing is off from the completion. This happens because our ego is revolting and wanting attention. Make your ego your ally and give it a positive job to do. When we feel validated and well with in we stop self full filling our own feelings and expectations. Make your emotions a tool...not a weapon used against you. Any one who follows their dream cross's this bridge of torment. This is just an experience from which you learn the lessons that come your way. Kind of reminds me of the time I was a caterpillar. I wept and cried and still the cocoon around me formed. I struggled to no avail. I slept in troubled dreams until I died inside this prison. I never understood that until we give our all we will not enter our own place of transformation. When the cocoon finally released me I had wings. My first thought was..."What am I supposed to do with these god-awful things flapping on my back." The heart of the caterpillar inside me whispered..."Fly my love....fly." What ever path you choose you can do what ever you set your mind and heart to. In the end what we fear limits us. What we live makes us new again and again. I remember this child, as a nurse, I cradled in my arms knowing they were dying. As tears rolled down my face, the child wiped them away and said, "Do not feel bad for me, I lived. Feel bad for those who never lived, only existed." They were right. Stand up to that which you feel called to do and live with wellness and wholeness what you feel is your to do. Change how you perceive the journey. In the end that is where new beginning are formed. Ask your self..Is this I wish to do important enough to give my all to. If your answer is yes, then embrace the whole of the journey. If the answer is no, then find, or create a new path. At some point all our paths lead to this place, this fork in the road. Take the leap. I believe in you. That is all the feeling is asking as it slithers up the pole of your life. Face your self deep inside this place of transformation and Fly my love...Fly. And do that which you came here to do.
Old crone - that was beautiful. And true. I'd like to also add a thought of my own. I've discovered in my own journey that the path that was meant for me is not the easy path - quite the opposite, it's very, very hard. But it's also the most fulfilling thing I've ever done. I've realized that the desire to follow this path was given to me as a motivation - to get me to do a lot of difficult things that are advancing my spiritual growth. Every once in a while I get some situation handed to me that I need to deal with, and in dealing with it I realize, "My God - I have changed so much." Because of this I look back on the sometimes hellish experiences I've gone through and understood what they accomplished, and how much better off I am, how much greater inner peace and confidence I have because of those hard experiences. Lots of times I wished it would stop. I've wanted to give up more times than I could count. But I look at the results and know that it was worth the pain. I say: Whatever it takes for you to follow your heart - do it. It may be terribly hard sometimes, but in the end you'll be so glad you did.
