Try Salvia Divinorium. You might not have any break through, since this divine herb is a bitch and doesn't share her secret's to just anyone. You have to do the preliminary work, purify your mind and heart to a certain point, if you understand what i mean. At any rate, Salvia tend's to cleanse the mind and body, she doesn't discriminate with her medicinal properties it seem's. Depression is a simple state of mind, simply knowing when the feeling's are there give's you a huge venue to exercise caution. Try Mother Salvia before heading to father DMT.