Never be so sure that you have become "enlightened". Especially if your hypothesis has zero evidence to back it up.
rather than 'evidence' , try objective confirmation . this means the experience is honestly acknowledged . maybe some strange little kid comes up and looks you all over , then just simply says how lovely you are light . later on , a bird lands at yooz feets and dooz a little dance . just then - you know what to do . a cheery self-confirmation ain't so meaningful . one old wisdom is twice is nice . confirmation . spirit is kind enough to do that for you .
The higher power is changing the existential nuclear particles into essentialist DNA life molecular realities. Time has the content for sure of the essence of something greater than paper cutters, chronometers, and thermocouples. Essence can also determine causlity forward in time, backward in time, and horizontally in space constructively for the living matter it contaminates OR hearths. Life reconstructs the chaos into order only forward in Time, as it drops the orderly causality enacted backward. OR... maybe a higher dimension of Space. Eh....?
confirmation ... and friendship , too . love can be weird , like as to make a wonderous religion of 3 . should they make up some interesting gospel tunes i wouldn't mind singing along .
It was really just the the lightbulb moment of a bunch of about three years of self reflection and constant struggle with my own fears really, it was less powerful than i thought though, it felt more like solving a problem i already knew the answer to.