Deprogramming and Programming the Mind

Haven't logged in in a while. Heres a t-report I wrote


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5 hits smoked from K2 Spice (New version as of March 26th)




I've done psychedelics a bit before many many more “powerful” than K2, but this experience I feel like I have evolved my mind.


I've always been a stimulus driven person. Immediate gratifications were prime in my life. Whether it was diving into new hobbies or having the extra ice cream at dinner, or going so fast in the fast lane, that's what I did.


I've done psychedelics before, but they never induced a change of thinking deeper than colors shifting, fractals, or feeling like I was another being. This time was different however.


I smoked hit after hit, waiting only about 15 seconds between puffs.


The effects were slowly coming on, but all of a sudden a few minutes after smoking it was extremely intense. My mind and being went to a different place of existence. Different consciousness space, but same body and brain. Way too intense. I thought with certainty I was going to die.


My heart seemed to have sped up, but I became hyper-aware of it's existence. Every beat was visualized in my mind's eye. I felt the electricity mechanism firing quickly, and my heart muscle contracting as designed. I though I was going to die because I had sudden hyper awareness of my body's system.
Reality began slowing down. My field of vision and existence which were once before constant, began slowing down. My vision began to flicker and skip frames. It felt like the clock speed of my existence was slowing down and becoming obvious to my mind.


I felt how my existence as a person was comprised of my body pumping blood through my veins; and my Brain- a super bio-computer processing at such a higher speed, and so much more dimensionally complex than our computers; and from that creating it's own consciousness to make decisions for it.


I as an existence went through my consciousness of my cardiovascular system and then my reality creating center that is the brain.


I feel like my mind has evolved. Not my brain, which is still the same hardware, but it's way of creating it's reality, it's software.


I feel so more aware than before, for example:


Sitting on the couch with my girlfriend I was massaging her leg and and I was visualizing how it felt to her, and how her muscles and skin were moving. And then I looked at her face and saw the individual features.. more clear and crisp and vivid than the first time. I then though about my brain creates my consciousness, and that my particular brain-software version preferred girls that look a certain way, but I'm not normally aware of that. I then looked at her individual features and took full notice of each one. I rated eacb one in my mind. Much like a girl critiquing herself in the mirror would. However I realized that before I never would have done that- took each facial feature into factor consciously, it was all done behind the scenes but for the first time I broke it down to myself in my head.


I feel like my brain is still operating at an elevation software version, with new awareness. Operating on a higher dimension and I hope it lasts forever- I believe it will and I think I really deprogrammed, and then improved the software of my brain. I am now aware of the differences between the brain, mind, and consciousness.


I no longer feel so stimulus driven. I have evolved my brain.

 

Wow! Very interesting read. I've heard some of the synthetic cannibinoids can be fairly strong but I didn't know the blends could produce such effects.

The first half of your trip report almost sounds like a dpt trip. I have had very similar sensations with dpt where my heart feels sped up and I visualize rhythm with a contracting/releasing sensation in my minds eye with each heart beat, also the slowed down visuals too. I hope your able to maintain some of these realizations and elevated mental status as well.

 

I've had experiences like that from a blend called Guci. It kicks in very quickly and VERY powerfully, but it only lasts for 30-45 minites. During those 30-45 minutes though, it'll send you into a very intense "zone" that consists of a mixture of psychedelia and dissociation. I wish I knew which cannabinoid was in it.

 

this is the most interesting account of smoking synthetic cannabinoids i have ever read. no sarcasm

 

Yeah I can't call it pleasant. Smaller doses are similar to weed but once you get higher the differences get pretty huge IMHO.

When everything was slowing down I felt like I was losing grip on reality.. my heart seemed to pump slower (even though my girlfriend said it was pumping fast) and I felt like I was fading out of reality and I was 100% convinced I was going to die.. I felt that if I slipped out of conciousness it would be done.

It was so weird because when everything slowed down, my brain slowed down too. All I could formulate for words at certain points in time was "blahrglllraaaaa" and similar. I shook around, jumped up and down, and tried to speed myself up to avoid slipping away.

I don't think I would have died at all, but it was a very scary place to be in. Too much JWH-XXX is definately a very bad thing.

It was the new blend of K2.

Thanks for your comments