Fed Up - rant away my friends.

(following on from Starfly, lets all join in!)

FED UP OF...

Course work,
Art work,
Money work,
emotional rollercoaster,
loosing time,
wasting time,
not seeing people,
feeling sad,
feeling achie,
feeling like i don't want to get up, cos there isn't nowt good to get up for,
not getting a decent nights sleep,
not having a cuddle when i really need one,
getting irratable and angry with people who don't deserve it,
complaing - i don't enjoy it,
insecurties,

Fed UP! Argh.

 

Men being evil cheating bastards who lie.
Unrequited love.
Drifting away from people.
Feeling like shit.
Tiredness.
Exams.
Not understanding things my teachers say.
Depression.
Feeling unloved.

 

Infidelity, and the lies that go with it. Fuckin bs

Fuckin starvin kids, and garbage cans full of food. Fuck that
Goddamn motherfuckin people as a whole
Bring on the apocalypse, hurry the fuck up.

 

Loneliness
depression
lack of motivation
self-loathing
perpetual hangovers

 

i second that lonliness
having a job where i get insulted and ordered about my the bastard public on a regular basis, and knowing that im better than all of them
not having even the slightest idea what i should do with my life
regrets about what ive done or havent done in my past
all the other shit i have to put up with every day...

 

The feeling of no escape.
The feeling of no hope trying to cloud my true hope.
Coursework
Art work
Family crappiness
misunderstandings
death
No money
huge owings of money
no job offers
people just being so bloody ignorant


phew!!!

Roly.xxx

 

feeling..horny:X


feeling..fat

 

Tried sitting on the washing machine?

 

will it help me lose weight?

 

Try it out and let us know what happens!

 

i'm not enjoying

being single
feeling ignored
wanting to drop everything and move to live somewhere else
stressing about a play that's being performed on wednesday that isn't finished
life
feeling like my music is cliched and has no place in the world

 

you.can.borrow.my.washing.machine.if.you.like?

 

No it doesn't

 

I agree

 

Maybe me, you, Jon and Claire should run away together

 

up to lexington, 125, feel sick and dirty, more dead than alive...

 

I hate the fucking shit that college gives me everyday. I'm sick of the fact that if I tell them something confidential my parents still get informed. I hate bursting into tears all the time no matter where I am or what I'm doing. I don't like the fact that no one understands, that no one has the answer, that no one really takes me completely seriously. Oh it's just Emma being melodramatic again. I don't like being so busy that i can't see my friends. I'm panicked about my exams even though I know that I should just give up because I don't know enough to pass them due to the fact I've skipped too much college. My dreams have come back and now I am permanently haunted by thoughts that I can't control and shouldn't be having. I'm fed up of seeing myself in the mirror, in windows, in photos, in fucking teaspoons. I hate the knowledge that I do need to eat tonight, that I can't play these stupid games forever. I don't like knowing that I'm letting everyone down. I hate the fact that they love me but seem so unsure around me now. I need to let go of the past, but I can't and I’m not sure if I really want to. I'm fed up of being caught in this trap again. I'm fed up of my happiness only lasting for a few moments; I hate the fact that it is so easily forgotten. I hate writing this stupid crap. But most of all I'm fed up of being on my own and missing Jamie. I'm fed-up of needing a cuddle but knowing that I'm not going to get one. Grrrr.



I want to get away from all this stupid shit...but most of all I need to escape myself.

 

i don't know what's wrong


i just know many things that seem right

 

Doesn't mean much i know, but i have been going through an emotional crazy time.I know how you feel about missing the person you love, i can understand how lost you must feel. I completely feel that feeling of needing a cuddle and not knowing were to turn. I wish i could be there for you, because your super hugger Keep holding on Emma, things get better. And just rememeber, like you said "people still love you" and if theres still love theres hope and through expressing things, helping them understand the struggles your in they can leanr how to help and know how to act with you better.

 

I'm sick of always being ill... Never bein healthy.. Not being able to loose a little weight... I'm sick of liars and people who betray you for "the good of the organization" I'm sick of my dad, I'm sick of feeling alone being stuck here some state taht I feel like I'm gonna be stuck in forever, I'm sick of my mental state of mind, I'm sick of people who take life to god damn seriously and refuse to live or let other people live... And I'm sick of having life goals and only being able to accomplish a half ass job on them that will never get me anywhere in this world... And I'm sick of never seemingly being able to enjoy Xmas or my birthday since that is a time when people are supposed to have the ability to take some time off and go live a little...

And MOST OF ALL I'm sick of feeling like I'm 14 going on 50

But yet there are so many good things around... Just hard to find them sometimes I guess...

Hugs to you guys... I've been missing you UK people a lot lately!