like a cotton ball, with glowing ships

my much anticipated mxe arrived yesterday and wow!
certainly lives up to its name.
my mxe is baby-powder fine white crystals with little to no smell.
the smell i would describe as chalky but its hardly there at all.

im not sure if live TR's are allowed here so ill write this retrospectively,

20mg was weighed and ingested via insufflation.
this was very pleasant to snort hardly even noticed it go down other than a very chemically tasting back drip. but not unpleasant, reminisant of the taste of mephedrone without any of the sting or intensity.
a few minutes in noticed a definte clearing of my sinus in the nostril used.

(i was sitting at a friends place watching 127 hours chatting along with him) around 20 mins after ingestion the first symptom i noticed was a feeling of light headed happyness, like any life-drama i'd been pondering simply melted away into obscurity. the feeling of light headedness increased more and i noticed that my body seemed very comfortable, i could move and easily if i wanted to but just sitting i was in a very cosy place, mentally and psyhically. conversation with my friend was easy, flowing and i felt i could talk about anything without inhibition, but not in a drunken-obnoxious type way, in a clear-headed way. it was very pleasant this i was smiling to myself thinking "hello mxe nice to meet you".

at about 40 minutes in i had to get up to go for a piss and as i got up i noticed it felt not like i was moving but rather that i was "controlling" my movement. i was detached from my body almost. as i walked it felt like i was taking massive long strides and like i wasnt doing that i was simply in there for the ride, i was floating along above my body. this was a great feeling and one of my favorite things about mxe so far.
i was laughing to myself thinking how cool that was, the "mxe mode of transport". i get the impression that psyhical activity is actually far less energy consuming on this, although it becomes a mental challenge to some degree. i was tempted to skip or jump but resisted the urge for some reason.
all the while i'm feeling very happy and euphoric while this is going on i go back to the couch and continue watching the movie with my friend.

now the movie starts to get a little strange, not itself, but my interpertation of whats going on seems a bit skewed. i cant really follow the story line, although this could be due to my friend's constant chatter to me.
anyway the feeling of comfort had accellerated now and i can relate to the "wrapped in cotton wool" description. it is very comfortable sitting on the lounge there and despite it being quite cold i'm very content where i am. could live my entire life like that quite easily.

about this time i thought another 20 should be in order now, it had been nearly two hours since original ingestion. so 20 was weighed and ingested. the feeling defintely reminded me of some good candys taken a few years back but without their speedy-egde. (perhaps these were ketamine-amphetamine pills??)

anyways i'm dragging this out way too much so i'll skip a bit now, but this calm contented happyness continued for several hours say another 3. i then decided to head home to try and get some sleep as i had the opportunity to work the next day.
anyway after the mxe travel home (striding-floating lovelyness)
i found myself streched out on my bed looking at the ceiling and suddenly noticed waving and oscillating patterns of (fractals?) flowing backward and forward across the surface of the roof. now these visuals were quite see-through so if you tried to focus on them directly you could look right through them to the ceiling, but when you looked at the ceiling as whole it was as if it was flowing like a sheet in the wind.
i then remembered having read the visuals of dissociatives are mainly only CEV's and so i dimmed the lights and closed my eyes and at immediatey was blown away, i saw a massive ship that seemed as if it was made of green glowsticks come from the side of my vision out of the blackness and floated past me magestically. this was truly awe-inspiring. never have i seen such intricate beauty created by a drug.
i continued watching for some time but never saw a ship again only what seemed like glowsticks in the darkness they would appear in the distance spinning and spiralling towards me until they passed through me and another wave would appear to do the same.
after awhile of just watching this cerebral light-show i decided it was late and i should get some sleep so i did.
overall, i'd say mxe is an amazing compound. so many levels to it.

and as ive heard many others say it gives you a unique insight into everything, i could see most definitely its use as tool to understanding ourselves and our everyday problems without the usual barriers present> GM originally said this by the way (all credit to her) but i defintely agree and must emphasize it.

on the whole mxe is wonderfull, my new fav. next time i'm going to try it at a higher initial dose and not titrate the dose.

 

holy shite reading my own TR i sound like a ****ing shill promoting the stuff!!
though i assure you i'm not.

had a larger initial dose last night and seemed to take a bit longer to come on i think maybe an hour to the full effects the dose was about 70mg straight up.
had it with my gf and she is a newb to dissociatives also she had around 40mg after her allergy test. she described it as having lots of different feelings to it.
like a mix of psychedelic body feel and strange tactile sensations among other things.
i had none of the visuals i described last time although i never really layed down with my eyes closed. watching jackass 3d was simply ingrossing on this stuff.

 

TV on MXE always seems so serious. Watching cartoons is fucking demented on the stuff.

 

Your first TR sounds a lot like placebo, but then again IME MXE has a "magic" that is really only there the first time. Subsequent experiences are still fun though! Next time I do it (tomorrow night), I think I will take 30 mg all at once, and then set a 15 mg booster to the side.

 

sounds alot like placebo?
i'm not really sure i follow drone.. the effects weren't the same as what you feel from it?
keep in mind i'm completely new to dissociatives never tried K or DXM.
but i hope i don't develope tolerance to this stuff cause i think its really fun... so different from anything i'm experienced in i love the tactile feel of it and the way it changes the element of movement.
would be awesome to take this stuff and go to a fair or something with rides etc i think

 

Sorry I think I might have just been being an asshole. I don't know, it just sounds like you were LOOKING for a lot in the experience, and what you got was exactly what you were looking for. How did the 70 mg dose feel? Sorry if I came off in a negative way.

 

na thats cool, i see what you're sayin now drone could be some truth to it..
i had read alot of decent reports about the stuff before hand very much hyped up.. but mostly by threads on BL, and TR.

so maybe i was looking for something and went into it expecting this so i got this.. def an interesting concept. i hadn't considered that.

the 70mg dose felt very similar took longer to come on but much the same although i didnt find it quite as "euphoric" as the first time, could be due to the fact i was watching a movie intently this time.. i get what GM said about tv/movies being "serious"
but wrestling with my girl and tickling the hell out of each other was mad fun, we were in histerics.. not that it isnt normally..
to be honest though it felt basically the same; the detachedness/half-wobblyness when i would walk or move but at the same time a strange ease to it all that isnt normal. just going out of my room to the kitchen to get a drink felt as though i was in a strange circus tent.. the atmosphere was defintely altered you know.. and i had no real desire to move (i was completely comfortable to lay where i was) where i would normally find it hard to stay comfy for long periods of time in one spot. but when i did get up to do something i found i had this vast energy reserve.. psyhical movement took very little effort, compared to normal. i couldve ran around the world if i'd wanted to.. thats basically the gist of it without rambling on too much.. no real psychedelia this time

 

instead of watching tv, listen to music in the dark. your response to 70mg compared to 20mg is puzzling lol

 

This stuff is a miracle drug IMO. I try not to sound to much lie a salesman but it gave me the best week of my life.

I've found the best experience for me is to measure out a high dose and then split it threeways and insufflate every hour. My best experience was a 30 30 30. Today I thought I would try to explore higher levels and try to have the nirvana experience last longer. I measured out 40 40 40 but I never made it to number three. I reached the paradise level after the second dose and never even considered takimg the third.

 

yea i put it to short-term tolerance man.. i mean it was still strong but no psychedelia as such.. but the 20 was really 40 i redosed at about an hour and a half in.. will try that next time

 

I agree when i watched Irreversible after 3 lines of MXE it was horrifying.. It seemed really strange because we had just turned up at a friends house and then we were all sat on the bed in the dark watching it on a tiny laptop screen. I wondered how the situation had somehow all come into place around us and the film was monumental. I wondered if I could pause it at times or whether it was just the film and it was playing and we were being subjected to it.

But it was an experience.

WARNING:
This video may cause seizures.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z7lRevBXZLg"]YouTube - Irreversible Trailer #2

 

I was watching that trailer thinking to myself, damn this HAS to be by the same guy that did Enter The Void. lol The art direction of his films are insane with all the vertigo inducing camera work and flashing lights. Love it!

 

Oops double post

 

Great TR, I think I need to get some of this stuff. Although I am a bit worried about it being "too good".

Also, Irreversible is harrowing enough when sober, I can't imagine what it would be like on drugs...

 

I didn't enjoy Irreversible sober, it was basically a pseudo snuff film to me. I certainly could not stand to waste a psychedelic/disassociative trip on it.

That first trip sounded pretty amazing oxidation, I've heard a few people relate it to feeling like cottonballs and closed eye glowstick visuals sounds definitely intriguing. That is odd that 70 mgs didn't provide much different effects, tolerance shouldn't kick in that quickly and from what I've heard this stuff has a pretty steep dose/curve response.

 

I always thought I reacted pretty much normally to dissociative drugs (unlike with 2c-x class where i need 2-3 times most other people to even start to feel it), K being my only prior experience save for Robotrippin (DXM in cough syrup). When I tried MXE though I started with 25 mg, wasn't very strong so I did another 25 about half hour to an hour later, and another equal time span later I was feelin it but I wanted it to bump up a notch so i took another 50 mg totaling 100 mg. My mom came in and talked to me while i was still on it fully and she didnt notice anything. I noticed the same type of feeling you get on K where it seems like it would be hard to walk, or makes walking funky lookin and exaggerated. I was playing games the whole time though, might have made it harder to notice the effects just sittin down the whole time. I think next time I might start with 100 mg initially and go from there.
To me it seemed really similar to K, couldn't tell too much difference but I haven't done K a ton so I'm not an expert. Definitely lasted a little longer, and maybe seemed a little cleaner with a slightly larger touch of psychedelia to it. I didn't notice any euphoria, but i never seem to get euphoria from anything but entactogens similar to E. However on a high enough dose of K you can get pretty strong visuals apparently, though I never have. My friend said one time when he was super high on K watching his friend play grand theft auto, and he said it looked like all the buildings in the screen were leaning/bending forward out of the screen. I am willing to bet if you took MXE to high doses somethin similar would probably happen.

 

yea its wierd huh GB? although when i had the hallucinations the first night i was in a dead quiet room with lights dimmed and my eyes closed, on the 70mg i'll say the tactile sensations and body feeling/wobbliness were more intense but i never tried laying still closing my eyes just watched tele and "conversed" with the missus...
that i might add was very enjoyable lol

 

@Hallucinations: Ketamine gives pretty bizzare ummm... Hallucinations and like mind movies at the k hole dose range. I say next time take you do ketamine take your weight in dose + 50 mgs or I'd say do your weight exactly with mxe, grab a puke bucket and lie down in the silent dark.

I know you like to dose high anyways so I think you should skip all the lower doses and get down to brass tacks.

 

if you are sniffing the k at doses like that, do not lay down right after, give the drip a chance to sit. if you lay down right away expect a massive drip to come very quickly..same with anything snorted, i'd give it 5-10 minutes, spit what you can from the drip you get, than lay down. i was taught to always spit out the k drip to reduce harm to the body

 

i know machine has said this also but ive noticed that mxe has an anti-anxiety/anti-deppressant quality to it also.. in the after-glow i mean. this effect seems to have lasted several days..