people ussually think of me as a weird but really cool guy but i dont understand why im so weird i do have my own style i mix grunge and hippie and i am known at school as that hippie dude *im a sophmore* im not unpopular infact id say im almost popular but only problem is that when im sober people think im cool and mysterious and i get allong with everybody exept haters when im high i get really... "trippy" like my humor is trippiness its hard to explain its just who i am though and when im high i get really talkative and the weird thing is is that i have been smoking a year now and i havent built up a tolorence at all *i smoke about every weekend* im just really artistic i think but some people find it annoying or even aggravating but in the end im sober again and most people see me as like one of their best friends i need help in trying to find out how i can chill out when im high with friends... :/ i get super blown off of 2 bowls of swag everytime to the point where im only chill if i am sad mad or nervous
:/ ive tried lol it doesent work... ive had really strong dro too! and i get the same high from swag...
Sounds like me when I was in high school. Getting high turned me into this "creative monster", with jokes, puns, one-liners coming out of me at light speed,,or just the speed of sound. Getting high turned my creative instincts and my command of the English language into a veritable word factory, and though I was typically quiet otherwise, I would "come out" when I got high. If it wasn't words, I was drumming on the dash, or playing guitar, or harmonica. I didn't notice that I was annoying to anyone, just "engaged". Pot makes one's mind work overtime, in mysterious and creative ways. So, it's a good thing when you have a set of friends that can tolerate it, or are used to it,,where the chemistry is good. We had that. Plus, I had a car. But at the same time, when it came time to "maintain", for the sake of being in public and not wanting to get busted, I knew how to put a lid on it. (Hehe,,,"put a lid on it",,haha) (For those not born into the sixties or the seventies,,,here's a definition from "The Urban Dictionary"): Lid: 1. Common terminology used in the 1960's and 1970's in the United States to describe approximately one ounce of marijuana. (Cheech and Chong's "Up In Smoke") Let's go score a lid man. And back in the day,,a fat lid was only ten bucks,,
well, you'd probably chill out if your tolerance for herb were higher. with that said, if you don't like who you are when you smoke, then don't smoke.
You're just enjoying your creative surge, probably having had it bottled up while living with your parents, who wouldn't have appreciated it most likely. They don't usually like their children acting all "wacky", since they're concerned for your future, and your livelihood. Do know this, however. One day you'll want to tone it down a bit, so as to be more "acceptable", in order to 1)get jobs 2)get chicks 3)get laid 4)get recognized 5)pass statistics "Wacky" behavior often sends people the wrong message, when it comes to having a solid reputation for reliability. That's necessary when it comes to a career, unless your career is somewhat like Charlie Sheen's. But have fun. Just don't get caught,,haha.
i love who i am when im high... most other people not so much though i feel exactly like Author itis @author how did you turn out? and i think its more of my generation... most are boring... they cant let loose like us im the exact same way when around adults and stuff i can act normal maybe it just means im unique and thats why people think im cool?
Yes yes, you are a splendid little butterfly. You are precious and unique in your own individual way.
I totally agree. Well,,how I "turned out",,hehe,, I became, eventually, the victim of my own lust, peculiarity, and circumstance. I got married too early, had kids, running head-on into responsibilities I was not prepared for at an early age, putting all my hopes and dreams on hold until who knows when. I still don't know what I'm going to do when I grow up, and I'm 61, f.f.s. I'm not the kind of person who makes decisive moves in life, or changes things for the better, without a lot of forethought and prior procrastination. I'm not the "J" type on the Myer's-Briggs four-letter character assessment, but the "P" type, meaning that I'm one who just kind of goes with it, instead of "making it happen". It's fun to flow, but it's more important to have a plan. You'll notice the difference when you get older. I'm just fortunate that I held some decent jobs over the years, and ended up with a pension. But on the other hand, I was a fucking slave all that time. My inner child got pretty much molested by life's overwhelming demands along the way. I think what I'm trying to say is,,"Learn how to turn that creativity into a sizable income. It will make things easier for you and your significant others later on." Turn "cool" into "business school".
dude you are like me in an allternate universe im thinking about being an artist musician or working on a cruise or even traveling the USA as a hobo and living cheap if i dont get married but yeah man your badass just like me! thx