Smoked it in a teepee behind my friends house that was built soley for visionary purposes. Off white, much cleaner product than my first DMT trip. Thought I was dying while holding in the 2nd hit, 3rd hit was a chore but well worth it. Broke through in what I estimate to be about 45 seconds, possibly a minute. Initial visuals were of opposing neon lines moving at about a 45 degree angle, meeting in the middle and getting tangled into fractals. Could not differentiate between having my eyes opened or closed. I had the awareness of my companions until breaking through, then quickly relived my daughter being born, my son being born, myself being born, then went up toward the lights that seemed to be coming from above and behind me. Came back down and slowly (much longer then the 1st trip) went sober. The visuals and overwhelming mental funk lasted at least a minute. I'll write much more detail after work. It was awesome, and I'll being getting it for $85.00 a gram later this week One more thing, there were 2 dogs present in the teepee, one was pregnant and about to burst, she sat by my side once I started to get serious It was very comforting.
Oh btw, is $85 a good price? I haven't ever paid for / sold psychedelics in several years, my connect is more like a brother to me, he said it was a decent price. I don't plan on selling it, I just would like to purchase 1 gram and turn a few friends on and point them in the right direction if they want more. Thanks
Yeah that's a good price. Sounds amazing, it must have been interesting with the pregnant dog mother energy
So I've smoked 4 grams in the past 2 weeks, and turned a bunch of people on with 1 gram. I still have plenty left but am taking a break for a few days. I finally met the elves on Monday morning around 2:00AM. It's begun to reveal a very definite pattern through stages now that I am becoming familiar with. I planned to work with this drug and get to know it. I still find it a bit daunting sometimes when I am about to take it in, but overall its been a fairly gentle teacher. I've only had 3 experiences that I would consider uncomfortable. I am very experienced with high levels of Psilocybin so nothing has put me in any bad position. It's suprised me and at times can be a bit overwhelming, but that is only in the sense that the visions either change to rapidly and leave me dumbfounded, or I smoke more than I intended to and get caught with that initial thought of "oops" and can't shake it for the duration of the lesson. My experiences with it in break through doses were mostly out of body, dying, geometric sort up until this weekend, when they became more like mushroom peaks with very detailed scenarios in enviornments that resemble the paintings of Mati Klarwein, leading through tunnels or intensine-like pulsing tubes, into underground fairy dance world. They absolutely transform, too quickly to catch a real glimpse. I remember the first time I saw them, I was looking at a woman inside a cabin with a mountain view through a window behind her, and I tried to take a close look at her face but it was distorted in the center, I couldnt make out her eyes, nose, or mouth because it was covered by some kind of... metalic, ice shard stabbing machine thing lol. As I thought to myself "wtf yo, why can I not see her face?" the entire scene (the cabin, the window, the mountain) collapsed in on itself and the womans face shattered and the pieces dropped down melting and reformed back upward into the little elves, who then proceeded to shape shift and morph themselves into any countless number of symbolic impressions (samuari masks, dragons, smiling cartoon elf figures, into teeth baring nightmare monsters etc). Another interesting point to touch on is that while this was all going on, I started to have memories of the absolute worst things I've done in my past, and the memories began to replay like I was watching a movie of my life somewhere off to the right, and the elves sort of "pushed" the moving images of my memory out of my peripheral vision and (telepathically?) said to me "No! Look at us! Don't think about those things, it's ok you won't be punished, it's over!" and they applauded me when I turned my attention back to them. Also, the high pitched tone was changing from a steady drone to an oscillating pulse in and out, in and out, over and over again, in synch with the places "heart beat" as I thought and the visions would slow down / speed up accordingly. For those of you not familiar with the work of Mati Klarwein, here are the examples that closest resemble what the places looked like to me:
Thank you! I am excited for you lol It's truly a wonderful experience. At times I wish it were a bit longer, at other times its so intense that I wish it wore off sooner By the way I gave in and smoked it yesterday, directly after I walked in the door to my apartment. I had gotten off the bus home from work and thought about it, and as soon as I walked in, I sort of just automatically grabbed the pipe and laid down in bed to smoke it (there is plenty left over in the pipe that bubbles when I heat it up). My daughter was asleep and her mother said she would leave me be alone in the room so it was perfect timing. Anyway, visually it was similar to my initial experiences, nothing that stood out, geometric patterns, typical psilocybin CEV's and so on, however, audibly I've never had such profound effects. That high pitched carrier-wave was there of course, but it was SO loud that it almost... hurt. It doesn't actually hurt and it's more of an eternal thing, and I noticed that it was mainly coming from the left side. Almost no sound on the right, except for some low, rumbling bass tones that were sporadic and spontaneous. Bursts, if you will. I kept thinking to myself "Wtf how much louder is this going to get?!" and sure enough it grew, and grew, and grew, to the point that it was all I focused on the entire trip. The sounds from outside (passerbys talking, cars and buses, a train screeched to a halt, music from car stereos) where getting phased and flanged by it, with a slight reverb delay echo effect. But man, was that high pitched sound ever intense! It's a great thing that I mainly listen to experimental noise stuff to begin with (Lightning Bolt, Government Alpha, Contagious Orgasm) otherwise I might have been very put off by it.
