Got it about 3-4 weeks ago for the first time. Took me about 7 attempts to break through (need to get a GVG) and I only did for about 20 seconds. Everything went bright orange and it was like a big wormhole just opened up right in the middle of the room. Diamond like geometric shapes were everywhere and all I could say was "THIS IS SO FUCKING ADVANCED" I was seeing colors that didn't exist. I saw the entities which were half machine and half highly evolved human and they were just kinda moving their hands around like they were controlling everything. To me it was as if reality was an operating program like windows and they "background programs" running everything to make sure everything was running smooth. They saw me and gave me this really frightened look, I came back down soon after. I hope to break through again whenever I get a VG or a GVG. the entities looked almost exactly like this, same diamond looking things and colors and everything. Smitty has this as his avatar. I think its really on point to what I saw.
I guess I can copy here a trip report I posted on my blog about my second DMT trip. DMT trip report - Alien Sex Club Date: Sept. 10, 2010 I met up with my friends Olivier, Mathieu and Chantal, Olivier's girlfriend, at their place. We went downstairs and sit in circles on the beanbags and cushions in the chill out space, smoking a joint and chatting a bit before getting serious. DMT time has come. Mathieu went first, then Chantal, after it was my turn. I took the glass pipe in my hands and held it while I watched Olivier put my dose in the bong (which was around 40 mg) and bring the lighter close, pressing my lips firmly against the tip and getting ready for a rush of plastic alien smoke to come to me. It came soon after, I inhaled as much as I could and held it in my lungs until I couldn't take it. I let my puff out and lied on my back while I heard someone say "have a nice trip" before I left for another dimension. I was cannon-balled out of my body to this world of sensual pleasures. I could see an ocean of sound waves in front of me and intensely rich colors dancing all around, as if they were beings of their own. Then I noticed behind the colors were alien beings, loving, sensual, pleasure-seeking. They looked like mantise but with a very childish look, a bit like cartoons. They were all around and I had this golden light showering me, making me feel their love and desire for a sexual contact. As I was feeling their love I was making love to them, and they were making love to me also. Waves of orgasmic energy, love and light were going through my whole being as I got soaked in this alien sensual paradise. It was pure, beautiful and perfect. Then I felt my body breathe heavily. I remembered at this moment I had a body and was slowly but surely pulled back in it. It felt heavy but warm, a bit like sleeping with 10 comforters when it's cold. Tears started running from my eyes as I came back to my body. Mathieu hugged me tight while I was weeping and repeating "it was beautiful" over and over. I then got greeted with a group hug, smiled and grabbed a glass of water. I felt good. I knew I was Loved and Blessed.
Compare it to as if you wake up from a dream(this life) in a vast green landscape with a summer breeze flowing, the sun shining and you are lying on the grass, still abit dazzled from your dream. You get half up, and look around and see the person you love and smiles at you. It feels like you have been sleeping for 10 hours straight, but you were just having a nap in the field. You wake up inside a world full of love and unexplainable events. It feels so real that it is hard to believe this is the reality and not the other way around. This sounds abit dangerous but if you truly believe in higher realms you should find peace with it. So much love and peace in a world so familiar...
The best dmt experience is when my brain naturally produced it during meditation...the best psychedelic experience ever...I came upon the gate of the duaat...
Why such a response? Are you telling me it is not possible? Are you saying I am fabricating something....
because i believe that you can transcend into heightened states of awareness with meditation but you simply cannot produce a psychedelic chemical just by deep meditation. I know a lot of you like to think DMT is produced in your brain when your dream, born, and when you die but its simply not proven. Rick Strassman came up with that theory and NO ONE ELSE. Dmtnexus.com has tons of sources proving this. I believe you can reach a heightened state of being with meditation but you simply cannot enter a wormhole and completely enter another world without smoking DMT.
Keep smoking it. You will realize that although they seem external, they are just the different parts of your consciousness "speaking" to you. They can be good, and they can be bad, but thats basically what you are...the perfect harmony of "good" and "evil".
I think you've smoked too much of it if you believe that shit. I don't think it's external necessarily but I don't think it's any part of my subconscious "speaking" to me either.
I first started smoking it 4 weeks ago and did it for about a week and a half daily before i stopped, i wouldnt say i smoked too much of it yet. Especially since I only broke through 3-4 times. What do you think it is then? Do you think you can explain what it actually is? Because nobody can, I just like to think its me, because with my experience with psychs I have learned that everything I experience comes from within deep within my subconscious.
We have discussed this before, I don't really know but my best guess would be some sort of archetypes. Many people experience similar phenomenon, so I have no reason to believe me seeing Dancing DNA strands, amorphous entities, wormholes or yes even transforming diminutive creatures which many others have experienced has anything to do with my personal subconscious speaking to me.
Possibly in the aftermath of the experience, while it's occurring I'm usually too overwhelmed by the trip and just holding onto my ass.