sleeping with older

i'm a 19 year old girl, closeted lesbian still living with parents who are very traditional russian family don't need them to find out till i move out lol, here is the thing my first sexual experience has been with a woman much older than me and I have been sleeping with older women who are old enough to be my mom or grandmom, it's like I feel no sexual attraction to girls my age but I really get into sleeping with older women is this normal?

 

Yo u could be my best friend! U like described her well except the lesbian sex part as far as I know she hasn’t had sex with a girl yet. Girl if this is u, u best tell me boo boo.

 

It sounds like you have like mommy issues