so today, i decided to meditate with the help of my friend maryjane. i was doing a meditation which involved focusing your mind on waves in a stream. i found that whenever i focused on one specific spot, my vision would start spinning. i concentrated on that one spot til my vision pretty much dropped out and i seamed to drop in to what seemed like another world. once this happened, i had a vision that i was staring a bank along a river that i know very well from my childhood and my grandpa who was dressed in our native iroquois garb was standing on the bank. as i focused on him, he smiled and an antelope appeared to his side. as i turned my focus to the antelope, the vision pretty much dropped out and i found myself extremely tired and worn out. do any of you guys have any idea on what this might mean?
only you would know that dude because you are creating your self experience. what does it mean to me?? to me it means i'm going to fuckin smoke some dope and see some shit some time soon and have a ton of fun doing it, and i'm going to see beautiful water flows and magnificent animals and have a reconnection with my ancestors, whatever. hahah
Your grandfather may have been introducing you to your animal totem. I suggest you study antelope medicine. You may feel a connection.
