Just getting some things off my chest. I dont know what is wrong with me. I cant stay emotionally stable. Some days I feel good and want to achieve great things and believe in myself, other times, like right now i just wonder why bother going on. Just give up and save a lot of time and energy. I feel like I'm not going to amount to anything and I might as well get a job at Mcdonalds and drop out of high school and just smoke all day. I can't take it anymore. Maybe its bipolar, I dont know. I either feel good or bad, with a little grey area. Anyone else feel like this?
when you want to acheive great things, what kinda things are you thinking about doing with your life? P.S. I don't think acheiveing great things is the purpose to life, I think life is pretty pointless and that you should have fun living it. On the other hand would life really be that good (long term) if you went with plan B?
I know how you feel i just posted something similar (has anyone ever been like this?) I cant really give you any advice because I dont really know what to do either
I have felt that way off & on for about 15 years now. That's why I've taken every anti-depressant known to man. I realize now that I will probably always be on some kind of depression medication along with anxiety pills. Oh well, such is life...
i feel like that all the times...sometimes i can feel high and then very, very low... I've weekly sessions with one of the university counsellors and it's has helped a lot, just to talk about what bothers me and stuff that I feel. I've been feeling rather neutral these past few days, but i still cant find meaning to what i do, it's like i'm doing all this just because i have to, but at the same time I know i'll get somewhere with my degree and stuff, but there are other things that bother me and dont let me feel "happy" if that's the right word. maybe try to talk to someone about your fears, your problems...it really helps make things less problematic when you talk about them.
yay we are all horribly depressed in this thread!! just kidding, im in the same boat, i have no friends, am horribly anxious anywhere outside of my bedroom, and struggle day to day just to keep going. however, i do know there is a light at the end of the tunnell, just gotta keep soul searching for it and stay true to yourself. i know, it sounds a lot easier than it is..
geez i've been having these same problems too. just crying for no reason.. and then i'm REALLY happy. it's strange. but i wish it would stop because it's really starting to take a hold on me.. it's hard to deal with, really.
