Like, sober, positive, happy. My optimism and enjoyment of getting to know people is also activated (where as normally, I would shy out or think I'm bothering people or never feel a strong urge to). Weed makes me extra aware of everything. I constantly will contemplate even on sad thoughts on weed and enjoy the process. I very much enjoy sitting cross-legged, music on, and contemplating high -- I really don't need or want much else stimulation. LSD I feel like super brain, but have not taken enough to then put that brain, thought, or ego at the challenge of "death." Mushrooms I can't seem to stfu and get the point [of the trip], or I don't seem to trip very hard. Only done them twice to same effect. Both times I did them I ranted about "the meaning of life" and "starcraft." Trust me they were separate conversations. Alcohol I probably behave the same as most. Based on what I wrote, what does this tell you about me? Is anyone good at this stuff? What sorts of drugs effect what people in what ways and what that tells about their natural personality or missing traits. How do certian drugs effect you differently than others (or a friend that goes nuts on ____). Discuss. :devil:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OQSNhk5ICTI"]YouTube - Yosemitebear Mountain Giant Double Rainbow 1-8-10
Any young hippie or seeker of deep meaning really owes it to themselves to find a few copies of Robert Crumbs comics...especially Mr. Natural...you want enlightenment, Mr. Natural will send you in the right direction.
That's an interesting name.... I don't know if it means he has a very big penis, if he really likes nature and thought "Mr. Nature" sounded too much like a TPT/PBS special, or maybe.... Btw, intense eye stare problem has been alleviated. I now save said staring for real conversations. I'm also aware when I'm thinking soul-sucking too honest & sincere thoughts towards a person, (and in turn likely gazing that way) but attempting casual conversation -- this probably throws people off. But yes, adderall is fucking awesome. Really turned this week of heartbreak followed by procrastination around. All I took was 1 pill too :O. I've ditched the enlightenment road. I gave "The Power of Now" and coming to terms with ones ego or negative thoughts a very fair run of 2-3 years of effort. At this point in my life, I can generally handle any kind of negativity (though I may feel like extreme shit at times). To achieve actual results, this can now only be done with a positive attitude towards life, drugs, or some genetic and/or situational circumstances (like, the girl I like hits me back or something). Drugs, optimism, attitude, and luck. After coming to grips with the fundamentals of life, that's all left you can do. Happy to say I'm sober usually 5 of the 7 days of the week. I don't usually get wasted or extremely baked (can't) or do psychedelics on normal weekends either.
My acid = your mushrooms I was stuck on exponents for sooooo long, like trying to explain how biology and replication is made possible by the existence of exponential expansion. And you're the shit because of Starcraft
What happens when you take acid? Do you feel you think exponentially better and more grand, effortlessly? Or does your mind stay fairly the same? I probably aren't even aware of just how it is anymore (it's been over 2 years), but acid always shocks the hell out of me in that your mind, your perceptions, thought process and everything EFFORTLESSLY improves. I think shrooms are more emotional -- I'm a brain person too oblivious to control my feelings, I think....
