I've decided a long time ago that I'm more of a thrower. punching hurts. sometimes I punch and regret it later.
Someday you're anger is going to get you in a lot of trouble. Do you feel silly afterwards? You have to start (and it will take time) realizing when you are getting angry and how stupid you are going to feel later. You've got to start to laugh at yourself when it happens and stop taking yourself so seriously. You have to evolve out of this and change. Laughing at youself is the best way to do it. For some people it feels good to be angry. To be right. When you start to feel that way you really have to think about how you are going to feel afterwards, how stupid and silly you are going to feel later, and start laughing at yourself. Stop taking yourself so seriously. It will take some time. But each time get better at it.
I had my phone # changed and the first telemarkerter that called me got busted into a million pieces. due to the fact I had a hammer in my hand working on the porches and had to climb up, stop what I was doing to get the phone.. Its ok, I buy them cordless phones when they are sale. I have 4 brand new ones, and they are 2set phones. So I have 8 more to break ..
I get overly excited about happy shit too. I feel more silly after gettin all excited like a little schoolgirl about some dumb shit. then it's never as awesome as i made it out to be.
you are.. I Love you for that man .. DONT CHANGE.,. dont hurt yourself to much and dont hurt anyone else.. you probably wouldnt. but if youre a thrower. you can hit someone even when they have moved away from you, things like bottles and radios, clay vases and collectibles are not not single progectiles.. These things shatter and break. Hitting people. Remember where you are. And the things that could happen. You could hit lamps and cause a fire, on your way out in rage. you may be to late to return to put it out.. There are safe ways to release rage. Try getting into having one place, room , garage to break shit.. you have tons of stuff you could safely break. Ive seen all the crap you own.. Tbh my behavior is much better when im surrounded by $$$$$$ hi end electronics, computers and shit. but then too, Ive been known to bust that shit very often. But Ive gotten many newer things so, there is defiantly change there. Outside working Ive been just doing that, I threw a power saw into a screen door. It was in anger, but its controled. Still though that is not professional behavior. But sometimes its ok to act it out man,. We are human beings.. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ofqS2Az4Z7Y&feature=autoplay&list=FL7_-ineFaGqA&index=88&playnext=3"]YouTube - David Gilmour - Short And Sweet (with Roy Harper)‏
this lady i used to live with got pissed at me and threw her keys. she didn't mean to, but she hit me square in the mouth. blood splatter dripping and all. she broke this jesus keychain thing on my face. not even on purpose. i've accidentally broken a couple of carri's decorations and special glasses by slamming doors. Other than that, I've been pretty fortunate of not breaking the wrong shit. And yes, most of the shit i own came from a thrift store, so its no thing to just chuck a cd player out into the street. everyone should have disposable posessions. and was the power saw running when you threw it? did it go through the door? that sounds epic!
my brother has a really bad temper...its actually ruined our relationship. I don't care to talk to him or spend time with him because of his anger issue.
I feel like an ass now cuz yesterday I got pissed at the light thing on the back porch so I yanked it out of the wall and chucked it right at the wall I was standing in front of. Harold, being the in your face person he is, decided it would be a good Idea to stick his face right where I was doing that, and as the light fixture hit the wall, he took a shower of broken glass. he was diggin it out of his hair for hours. so much for my original statement. he couldve lost an eye
I've always been cool headed, but I'd always have friends that had a short fuse. I always felt I had to be there to keep them out of trouble.
I get mad all the time. angry is something i fight every day.But i am getting better you can use that energy for so much.
that's a big part of the reason why I got a garage and an old car to help channel that pissed off energy into nuts and bolts. everyone needs a thing. sitting in front of the computer all the damn time is NOT a hobby, contrary to popular opinion..
http://www.240sxforums.com/forums/s13-240sx-89-94/138480-my-s13.html here is a link just getting started on her but i am thinking of painting the car like a old ww2 Japanese fighter plane .