I was kinda pissed, because I wasted the last of my tar and white in a speedball, and I didn't get high. At first, I couldnt figure it out. I just thought that my tolerance was high, so I cooked up another injection. Unfortunately, there wasn't enough in the second speedball to do anything. After leaving the bathroom, my arm went completely numb. I thought it was really odd, because I remember pulling back and seeing blood. Then, I read that if your arm goes numb, you missed the vein, and did an intramuscular injection instead. I was pissed! no rush at all, and that was the last of my dope... Oh well, fuck it. I went through a 20 bag of tar and an 8-ball of blow by shooting up every day for the past 3 days in a row, so it's probably good to give my veins a break before totally burning them out anyway...All I can do is look back and laugh about it.
