I feel something new now

Just a heads up, this is gonna be a really mushy thread for a mushy forum so ok here it goes
So this girl i have been dating, honestly love her more and more every single time we talk, I never realized before that love is a real thing i thought it was just some bs fairy tale shit that gets people together for the sake of evolution and population, but it turns out i have finally found that 1 person that ACTUALLY means something. I never thought anything would ever mean this much to me in life but yeah sex and love used to not mean anything, they used to be a joke to me and i would say like, yeah, someday somebody out there will be awesome enough for me to like a lot as long as i keep an open mind and put myself out there, but also perfectly accepted the fact that there would never be somebody good enough for me, so i stayed open minded and it looks like this time in my life it actually ultimatelly paid off.

Every time we talk it just seems unreal, like we understand each other completely, and we have the same fun caring personality as each other, our talking just goes on and on and on like i forget about everything when im with her. She is also the prettiest girl in the whole world to me not just saying that swear to god, she is the sexiest girl in the world, most caring, most fun, I seriously hope im with her intimately forever. I never thought id be this crazy over someone. I really dont care about other girls now at all, just feel like everyone is out there to bang and all that fun stuff, but i think i proved to myself that i honestly never really cared about that kinda shit, like people just go around banging hot girls for their reputation and shit even, like i dont even care about that. I feel like sex IS more important now that i found the person that ACTUALLY turns me on, and yeah i only think about her.
Not only sex is more meaningful now, but life is more meaningful, when i wake up til the moment i go to sleep i feel a new feeling in my head, that lets me know that i am constantly super excited and 500x happier than i was before, a SERIOUSLY dramatic difference in everything because of this consistant feeling i have from going out with her. It is the best drug ever. I never ever thought i would say it... but guess there was somebody out there all along, love is my favorite drug now :\
Say what u wanna say im a douche whatever just wanted to express myself cheers

 

You mushy little bitch.

Love is about getting laid and leaving before she can get your number in the morning.

imp:

(you might consider how you'd feel if someone on acid ran her over and killed her in an unpopulated area where he went to drive, because she decided to take a night time walk in a beautiful deserted area)

 

Yeahh thank u mr. Jackass fuck. Anyways you have apoint about the lsd thing, although i am such a good driver that I dont think I would ever hit ANYone anyways. But ya if i hit somebody as special as her i wouldnt be able to live with myself. But hasnt happened and not gonna soo DRIVE ON MOTHA FUCKKAAAS

 

...Oh god....

 

Awesome, good for you FreshDacre!

 

Made This Middle Aged Fart Smile, And Want To Give You A Big...:grouphug:



Cheers Glen.

 

Grats to you Hope you guys keep it mushy for awhile

 

Wow... this sounded so fucked up before I read the response to this insanity.

I have driven like that a few times. One occasion I remember, I should have NOT been driving, I was for a while so focused on how crazy the music was.. then for a while I was blind and just felt like I was a blood vessel (with a red car too ) flowing smoothly through a vein.

When I got to my destination I jumped out of the car and exclaimed to my two passengers, "HOW COULD YOU LET ME DRIVE?!?!?!"

Response, "You seemed to be driving good to us."

The CD I was listening to was Aesop Rock's album None Shall Pass pretty whacky by itself...

 

Well yeah turns out this girl would go fucking crazy and freak out over some things that would not matter as much to most people,
hopefully next time i can find a person that is CHILL and is REAL with me i am sick of all this fake ass bullshit it seems like every girl i ever been involved with just uses me and does not have the same kind of feelings i have.
Pretty fucking harsh as we were breaking up she was like I CAN SEE WHY YOUR EX DUMPED YOU HAHAHA
I DONT WANT A DUMB MAN BLAH BLAH BLAHDEE FUCKING BLAH.
I have a lot more life left i hope to meet a LOT more cool people ....
I thought this girl was special am i stupid as fuck or what why do i let my feelings get to me when girls are just trying to trick me for my money makes me fucking sick and makes me lose hope for people in general.
Sorry for the downer post but it did feel good to vent

AND she doesnt wanna be friends with me. How come my exs never want that. why does that fucking happen and i always think of my exs as BITCHS. I am attracted to females but they drive me crazy i just cant find anyone on my level

 

Love is a beautiful thing - enjoy it.

 

woman pfft fuck em.

I did.

 

i dont know what love is i want to though perhaps you could show me

 

I Am Really Surprised To Read This, I Thought You Two Were Doing Great Over The Last 2 Months..



Cheers Glen.

 

ya its pretty fucked man, i do not feel good right now and i have no beer either it is quite sad. Things arent always as they seem............

 

You do have beer?

 

i fucking wishhhh. if I could have one wish right now itd be BEEERRR lol.

 

May I Be So Personal As To Ask What Went Wrong? *no intimate details*

If You Don't Feel Comfortable Talking About It, Just Ignore My Post....



Cheers Glen.

 

We each had our own reasons i guess, she didnt really accept my friends i did not like that, I think she felt i didnt trust her or something but tbh i have no clue i honestly thought she was all abouts me.

 

Right From The Beginning You Knew She Was A "Complex" Person, For Somebody

Who Had Never Been Down That Road Before, I Think You Did Well...

Tis Sad You Did Not Part Friends, But Given Time That May Change.

I Am Still The Bestest Of Friends With All My Past Lovers Even Though The

Break Up May Have Been Firey...:boxing_smiley:

When You See Her In The Street, Greet Her As You Would An Old Time Friend, That Way You

May Be Lucky And Preserve The Friendship Even Though The Love Has Cooled.

Good Luck....



Cheers Glen.

 

When I read your OP, I was thinking, I'd better not post anything because the only thing I could think was Does she feel the same way?

Getting close to people always leads to surprises about their personality.

Quite often the only person in the world that gets to see someone at their ugliest, their most angry, bitchy, whiney, petty, selfish moments is their partner who "loves" them.

Not too be all negative.

The euphoria you experienced is the pleasure aspect of love, the rest is mostly patience (in my experience)