I've been smoking marijuana for about 2 years now, and all was fine. Recently though I'm getting chest pains, heartburn? Or maybe I have asthma, I'm not sure what it is, but my chest burns kind of after I smoke, then I drop into a bad trip and I think everyone is against me. This happens even sober now. I fear that people talk behind my back when I'm right there or make fun of me. I'm a laid back guy, easy to get along with, lots of friends and we used to always have fun together, we still do, just while I'm tripping out.. I have to force myself to laugh and get along with them, while deep down in my head I'm thinking that they are laughing at me and not with. I KNOW that they aren't laughing at me or making fun of me, because they are amazing friends, I know that deep inside me. . . But even though I know that, I still have the fear that that's what they are doing... I really want to experiment with psychadelics more than I have now. . But I fear that since this is happening maybe it'll influence a bad trip.. What's wrong with me? ):
just take a break and then when you smoke again dont smoke too much - go a hit at a time till you feel good youre just gettin too high for yaself
I can relate to you man...I used to get similar thoughts when I used to smoke a lot, even with my best friends. I just stopped smoking pretty much. If I smoke now it's only once or twice a month. I have no problem with psychedelics though, and my first time trying LSD was after these types of thoughts had evolved with marijuana. Acid is a different animal that provokes different types of thoughts. I'd say go for it, maybe at a low dose and see how you feel. Best of luck to you!
Thanks! Well, I think it's actually since I've switched to smoking oil often. I'm going to completly stop smoking that and just slowly smoke some bud. See where that gets me. And yeah, low dose sounds like a good idea, I like building up like that!
Aw dude kinda going thru the same shit. I went to a shrink they tried to put me on anti-depressents. first one made me feel like shit was crawling on me, for an hr. after i took it. The next one Zoloft, Made feel even worse, Unable to focus, racing thoughts, Sweating like a whore in church. Nausea. Horrible stuff that is. I Just quite takeing them a couple days ago, and so far much , much better.
