Hello there. I've been coming on here semi-regularly for the past few months, pleased to meet you if I haven't already. If you don't really no my situation, here it is: I'm a chronic pain patient, I was hit by a drunk driver 2 years ago and woke up in a hospital with many broken bones and fractured vertabrae. I've been prescribed opioids for as long. Semi-randomly 4 months ago I decided to quit for quite a few different reasons and have been clean since. Anyways, I had a close call yesterday. I was cleaning some junk out of my desk and I stumbled upon an old RX bottle. It had probably 80+ roxi 30mg's in it. It was really the first time I considered taking pills since I quit. I opened the bottle, looked in, and stared at them for about 5 minutes, no joke. Pretty ridiculous I know, but I was almost in a sort of trance as I gazed at them. "I could just take a couple" is what crossed my mind, for a moment I was like that Golem fellow from The Lord of the Rings. I ended up getting rid of them, I'm glad I did. I think I'd start up right where I left off and throw away all the progress I've made over the last few months. It was sooooo hard to do though, lol.
Wow. I love hearing stories like this. It gives me hope that if i was faced with the same challenge i would do what you did. That really is a miracle that you threw them away. You have only been on subs for four months, That took some serious balls. I have been on subs for about 8 months and im almost off of them. Thinking about your situation....I honestly couldn't tell you an honest answer if i would throw them away, do them, or "save them" (Just in case of emergency) LOL, everyone knows what that means.
“So this is how the world works, all energy flows according to the whims of the great magnet.”Hunter S. Thompson
Way to go EGGO. I can only imagine how hard that was. Highs 5s bro, now there is big money to be made from that stash, not sure your into that, but 80+ blues could fetch some Mortgage payments. If your not into that, FLUSH EM! (waits for all the Blues lovers to jump in my shit).....
don't flush them, we don't need more drugs in our water supply. if anything, return them to the pharmacy.
Me thinks Waste water treatment kills any chance of ever getting affects from flushed narcotics.......
Very nice job, my friend! I know the feeling. Right now, I am at my parents' house, and my mom and dad are gone (I don't live there, I am 23 y/o). However, she had surgery, so there is a shit ton of Hydrocodone laying around. I know that with my tolerance, it wouldn't even do anything for me probably, but just knowing they are laying around is a weird feeling! I know for sure, however, that I won't touch them. I care about my mom too much to do something so creepy.
Unfortunately, to a lesser man, its never about the love for your mother more than its a simple easy fix and in some cases that bottle would be emptied.....!
Thanks guys. I did consider selling them honestly, but I didn't want them around me any longer (I did flush them). The money would be nice, but having to handle them any longer would have tempted me too much. I'm still psychologically fragile when it comes to the pills, best thing I can do is keep a healthy distance from them. LSD? No way, I did a lot of experimenting when I was younger, I'd probably end up doing something stupid. Last time I took it, I ended up in a gas station, I had no shoes on, they were trying to kick me out, but I refused because I didn't know why, lol. They kept telling me "You have NO shoes on, THAT'S why!". Now everytime I think about acid I think about that incident.
