I want to fuck my cousin. 2 months ago was the first time I have seen her in about 4 years. She is 18 now and SOOOOOO hot. She is my first cousin by blood. Her older sister is 10 days older than me and I used to fantisize about her too until she got pregnant and let herself go and married a loser who is 10years older. Since high school I have fucked 3 of my friends girlfriends. None of them know. They are more acquaintences than friends but the fact remains that it goes against the pitiful excuse for morals that I do have. Actually I only have 3 friends that I wouldn't do that too. And only because I consider them true friends. And as I type this I'm starting to realize why I only have 3 true friends. When I was 14 I masturbated in the church bathroom just for the thrill. I have to masturbate at least 3 times a day (regardless of if I get laid or not) or else I am on edge but I hide it well. Actually I think I am addicted to sex. I have never had a true relationship and when I tell a girl I will call I never have, yet I call myself having respect for women. I only want sex. I have never had a romantic connection. After climax,before I'm even dressed, I'm already thinking of the next time I'm going to get some or whack off. People who know me in everyday life would never suspect these things of me because from a young age I've practiced, and mastered, the art of deception. I value the lives of animals FAR more than people (I'm a zoology major so this one doesn't seem so bad,at least relatively) . I think all people with HIV/AIDS should be exterminated for the greater good of mankind. I have missed many of my "friends" events and functions that my presence was requested or required at or they just simply wanted me there. When later approached about why I wasn't in attendance I always used work or some school paper as an excuse. The real reason was that I was simply wandering town on no less than a half a strip of acid. Which is something I would rather do than deal with people that I don't favor while wearing a fake smile. I am a fiery competiter, in an almost self destructive way. I have ruined many of my friendships because winning is more important to me than worthwhile relationships. The only good that has come from this trait was my athletic success in childhood and high school. I, in every sense of the word, HATE losing- at anything. Even if it's pulling out of my driveway before my neighbor pulls out of his . 2nd place might as well be last place. If I come in 2nd, then I failed miserably. The only things that I could even imagine comparing to winning are LSD and pussy. And when I am victorious at something (which is often) I make sure that I win in the most rude and unmerciful way possible. Why? Because most people take those instances of aggression as fun and games but in those moments I am the most honest I will ever be (except for now obviously. I never lie but at times I will omit some aspects of the truth.) So there it is. All I care about is ( in no specific order ) sex, lsd, and winning. I don't want to die an old resentful lonely bastard.
The only way you'll get sex, LSD, and win is if you quit fixating on incest. well you may get some LSD, but it'd be a bad trip
In third grade, I cheated on my history exam. In fourth grade, I stole my uncle Max’s toupee and I glued it on my face when I was Moses in my Hebrew School play. In fifth grade, I knocked my sister Edie down the stairs and I blamed it on the dog…When my mom sent me to the summer camp for fat kids and then they served lunch I went nuts and I pigged out and they kicked me out…But the worst thing I ever done — I mixed a pot of fake puke at home and then I went to this movie theater, hid the puke in my jacket, climbed up to the balcony and then, then, I made a noise like this: hua-hua-hua-huaaaaaaa — and then I dumped it over the side, all over the people in the audience. And then, this was horrible, all the people started getting sick and throwing up all over each other. I never felt so bad in my entire life... winning..
the thing is,I already get these things. The incest was just the most recent which is why I started my post with it.
When I was in middle school I would sit in the very back at Loew's and shoot spitballs at people below me =D
Someone saying middle school and loews theater makes me feel old. Cause the place is really kinda new, but development went up there fast.... duck and squirrel live in the same area btw..
You Goonie By the way, how is Chunk doing? Do you guys still hang out together. If you do I'll bet you have one hell of a Baby Ruth bill.
I heard Chunk isn't doing that well, he has been reduced to preforming the truffle shuffle dance on street corners for nickels.
