I'm attracted to another woman for the first time ever

Hi everyone.

Recently I have found myself attracted to my sons nursery teacher. I know she is single, lives on her own and well we chat when I pick my son up or if I'm in nursery helping out. She is so lovely, her personality, her smile, her laughter. I do doubt she would feel anything but it actually scares me that I suddenly find this woman attractive. I find myself thinking about her a lot and have masturbated whilst thinking about her. I feel i'm going mad....

 

Last time I thought that about someone in that way I got sucked into a bottomless pit relationship...

I can be over dramatic though so forgive me.

 

if masturbating to an attractive acquaintance is a sign of madness, i need to be locked up ASAP.