Alrighty, just had the most bizarre, terrifying, but perhaps even enlightening experience about 30 minutes ago. Now if you ask me this is probably a textbook bad trip, but I really feel like I learned something from it. So I took a big hit of 10x extract and i closed my eyes and laid back. I don't know exactly how long i held in the smoke but I remember I held in as long as I could until my lungs were about to burst. But about half way through of me holding in the smoke and losing the sense of reality, I kept saying in my head "show me what you got, im going to hold this smoke in, I want to see it all, show me what you got" I guess my subconscious was expressing the fact I really wanted a insightful experience. ...Well Sally sure did give me an insightful experience, but in the most horrific way possible. So by the time I exhaled I was completey out of this normal world and I saw these strange figures. There were about 3 of them and they were just heads or busts. They had a roundish chubby face and looked kind of like poop.. But anyways, one of them said "kill him" and They started eating me! And they said "Im going to eat your brain, Im going to eat your heart, We're going to eat ALL of you!" And they were laughing and I could see myself being split apart and organs being torn out of my body. But the strange thing is..I wasn't really scared, I almost felt like i submitted to them because I felt unworthy. I kept thinking that I deserved it. At this point I opened my eyes and my room was like some escalator pattern i this is when i started coming back to reality. In the end i thought it was the most weird thing ever. But I felt like this strange trip showed me something about myself. That I am such a selfish and dirty person, and I need to fix myself up. That is what I got out of it at least. I definitly learned a lot from this trip, it was very insightful and enlightening, but it was also very very scary. So do you guys think this is how Sally works? She shows us things in more dark sinister ways but for the intention of healing or do you guys think shes just playing a cruel joke? Either way I got the breakthrough I was hoping for and I think ill shelf salvia for a couple weeks/months until Im brave enough to do it again. See yall next time. =)
If this is true its a cool-ass story. ''They had a roundish chubby face and looked kind of like poop.. '' wait..... what? hahaha
