Its taken me a while to notice, actually being pointed out by a family member, But damn, Ive been getting angry and short fused over the dombest shit. Its mostly concerning stupid people. Doesnt matter the situation, something i read, yelling at TV.....etc. I have a history of no patience, and this character has been around but hI havent been this vocal before starting the Subs. The family member pointed at that change as when it started, any ideas about this.....?
This isn't related to opiates, but when I was drinking very heavily, my fuse was about as short as my attention span. I'd get pissed off over the smallest shit, I'd get irritated when someone talked over top of the radio or tv, I'd get pissed off if I had to repeat myself when talking, I'd get pissed off if someone was walking too slow in front of me, etc. Usually drug use and abuse has side effects like changing one's mood and affecting their sleeping patterns. For the better part of my life I've sleep so terribly, I mean, really terribly, for years. So, I've found that my shitty sleep, combined with alcohol abuse really contributed to a very short fuse, irritability, and pissiness in general.
This actually DID happen to me for about a month after starting. I recall being really short with my relatives at Christmas last year (three weeks after starting Subs). However, after the first month, all of that went away, especially the perpetual tiredness.
Yeah, man, don't feel afraid to post any concerns that come up as you begin the first two months or so of treatment. My whole life changed drastically (in the end for the MUCH better) in those first 8 weeks or so, from euphoria to anger and short tempered-ness, back to a normal, stable sense of well-being that has persisted since then. It has been seven months since induction now, and I don't regret any of it. I still feel 100% of the strength of the compound (unlike most opioids [except Methadone], where my tolerance would have increased 30-fold in that time period!!!) and have a normal, simple, but happy life. I am looking forward to getting back to grad school. I have a mathematics article I am working on getting published right now, so things are looking up.
I tend to go up and down. I cannot sleep without some sort of" aid". I have a love for opiates but have been able over the years to only do them infrequently. Sucks now though since I have moved. This town offers nothing.....booooooooooooo!
At least you're smart enough to know how to live without them, good for you! Most recreational users have nowhere near the IQ it takes to do drugs every once in a while. Case in point, the current OD thread....!
Vics amp me up where if someone is getting in my way while Im doing something, and Im feeling no pain.. GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY WAY!!!
