I want to try Meth

Everyone says it is a bad drug, the worst, all this and that, which I believe it is not good but I bet it would so great.

I imagine my senses would be super enhanced, full of flowing energy and motivation. I like stimulants cause they make me concentrate and get tasks done, this would help a lot.

I want to go into the paranoid stage, I've read on erowid about the shadow people, and all these connections people make and crazy story lines and shit in their mind, I bet it would be scary but interesting.

I imagine it as a "super sonic" h igh. it would last so long. I would only want to try it a few times, but would be scared I would get hooked and turn into some meth head asshole.

that's a confession.

 

dont do it, took me years to get off of it, most dont, they just wither away and die

 

I probably won't but it's one of those curiousities.

 

it's actually quite overated man. it is a stimulant, after all. the first few times will be fairly euphoric and all the following hits will be just trying to chase that goodness from the first few (unsuccessfully for the most part) and to merely keep yourself from feeling below par. when you are a slave to this kind of shit you spend more time feeling like shit than you do feeling good believe me. the averages of feelgood time are much better without.

psychedelics and etheogens are much more fun, rewarding and most are not addictive. they can help you make realizations of your normal self that may never have occured without them that can honestly better you permanently. i know this from personal experience (both the stimulant and psychedelic part)
they have taught or rather re-inforced my humility on many an occasion, they have shown me the error in my ways when i was associating with people i shouldn't have been.. they have given me some of the most beautifull and hypnotic memories of my entire existance...

it annoys me that people tend to lump all substances with psychoactivity into one whole group "drugs" as it causes people who know no better to think they are all the same "BAD" psychedelics are not even comparable to stimulants in my opinion. stimulants can be useful if something is overdue that needs to be completed and thats about it. they can be used to generate sociability but this is where the problem starts as if repeatedly used in this way soon it is *required* for sociability.
psychedelics teach. and they break you out of your box of sober thinking allowing for different forms of abstract thought..
and the biggest thing they have in their favour is that one experience can satisfy for weeks or even years as it can impart so much to reflect on.
what stimulant can do that..

anyway enough ramble.

 

I would much rather do psychedelics than a stimulant.

 

glad to hear that, i mean each to their own but stims are a dead end. an the type that you only learn its real deadness by going down it yourself or being close to someone who does.
psychedelics are all i bother with these days. even MDxx don't interest me much. its just too shallow for me to take something that just makes me feel good.
dissociatives are cool too but the ones i've tried were also psychedelics.

 

I'm the same way honestly. I smoke weed because it makes me THINK. not because it gets me "high". I like something to open my mind not just catch a buzz.

Alcohol is boring, pointless, and chaotic to me. Pills are the same. I do not just want a buzz.

The times I've been given the opportunity for LSD or shrooms I was broke, it eats at me.

I have taken DXM before though, I like it except the uneasiness I get when coming up.

I was laying in the dark watching black ooze morph around in the dark, I started doing yoga on my bed. Realized i didn't have to be so precise with my yoga, just get comfortable and work at the positions gradually, take it all in. I realized I live my life caring so much of what people think of me never to just be horse blinded to it and enjoy it, as *I please.

I liked it.

tried Salvia too, it was overpowering but I haven't put together what I could've learned from it.

I really want LSD.

 

It is unfortunate -- the number of people who must turn to chemicals to unlock their own minds.

 

So true. I recently tried mescaline, you know what I learned? That I already know myself, that there is nothing more than what I have learned, the only way for there to be more is for me to learn and experience more. But I knew that already.

When will people get real and admit to themselves that they just do drugs for fun?

 

A little methamphetamine now and then, is relished by the wisest men....

 

It sounds to me like you ADHD. I read a statistic once that said 70% of people in recovery for Coke and Meth addiction have ADHD and were either never diagnosed or diagnosed later. The 2 leading medications for ADHD are Ritalin and Adderol. Both are amphetamine derivatives that in the systems of people with ADHD has the opposite effect.

I was diagnosed with ADD 30 years ago when it was simply referred to as "Short Attention Span". When I was 18 I went on Ritalin and all it did was get me high as all fuck. I don't have the hyperactivity. Developing coping mechanisms and changing lifestyle helped me.

Sorry my ADD kicked in again and I got a little off topic.

Stay Brown,
Rev J

 

How many kids with ADD does it take to channge a lightbulb?

 

ADD and ADHD DO NOT EXIST, these are scams perpetrated by Big Pharma, I've seen footage where heads of psychiatric boards are admitting such,, they have NO data or tests, just, empty theory conjured by those who will profit

 

it's all labels. does it really mean anything outside of the one labelling?

 

And I've seen footage that bigfoot exists. I've also seen pictures of the Loch Ness Monster. And interviews with people who claim to have been abducted by aliens. There are also people who say that Nuclear Power is completely safe, and that 911 was perpetuated by the CIA. Your statements to my are just another paranoid conspiracy theory.

I was diagnosed in the early 80's when I was 6 years old and I wasn't put on medication for it then. I was only medicated for about 4 years in the late 90's. I guess "Big Pharma" made a shit ton of money off me. Fuck you mean I was lied to. You know I deal with it better now that I have educated myself on what I have and developed better coping mechanisms.

I guess next you are going to tell me that my eye hand coordination problems, equilibrium problems don't exist either. How about my bad back. Oh wait that was probably invented by chiropractors and orthopedic surgeons so they can make big money for their respective industries.

It fucking pisses me off how people who haven't dealt with ADD and Mental illness and other "Disabilities" for lack of a better word that can't be physically seen insist they don't exist. I guess drug addiction doesn't exist either since you can't see it either.

I do believe that ADD, ADHD, and Autism exist. I just don't think they are as prevalent as we are being led to believe. Have you noticed how 15 years ago ADD was on the cover of every major magazine, newspaper and talk show and now you hardly ever hear about it. Now it is the same with Autism. I work with an autistic boy so I can be reasonably sure that it exists. But the thing is that I don't think that it is as prevalent in our society as we are being led to believe.

As far as labels go they can be helpful. They are one of the things that helps us differentiate between medicine and poison. They let us know when there are ingredients in food that we are allergic to. And in humans they let us know where to go to get help and support.

If you want to be ignorant that is fine. If you want to state your opinion that is fine too. But enough with the stupid conspiracy theory bullshit.

Stay Brown,
Rev J

 

animals lockt in cages also get ADD or ADHD

 

If it also turns people into blithering, paranoid idiots with little or no sense of reality -- no, we can't.

 

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So nobody is going to set up my punchline? Fine, I'll get you the joke in full:

Q: How many kids with ADD does it take to change a lightbulb?

I don't know, how many kids etc...

A: Wanna go outside and ride our bikes?