Hello My Friends: I am the new guy here. I am old now and find no confort in mainstream religion. When young, I used to think that when I got old i would, but it hasn't happened at all. In fact, I have no use for them. It seems like a lot of bull designed to make people compliant. I feel like everything we need is inside, but i seem unable to access it. I don't know how to enter in. So I am searching. Most books seem to me to be just babble that people write off the top of their head. I need into the inner planes. Do they exist? Or am I kidding myself and this is all useless. Thanks Silvertime