Hey guys it's been a while since I posted here but I was hoping I could get some insight on what has happened today. Well for almost a year now I was deciding on visiting a brothel for my first time and today I did just that now before you judge me on this please let me explain why, as far as socializing goes my life has not had much of it, I have never had a girl friend and with the way I feel about my self some times I feel I will probably never get a girlfriend, oh and I am 25 years old (male just in case you couldn't tell) I felt visiting a brothel and having my first sexual encounter would boost my confidence and finally cure my curiosity about the opposite sex and it did to both of them but while it did that there are other things that I wasn't expecting. While I enjoyed the foreplay and prob half a minute of intercourse (yes we used protection, I wouldn't have done it otherwise) when I had finished I felt ashamed, dirty (hygienically), scared and somewhat disgusted in my self. I feel a bit better now that I have had some time to think over what I did and I have learned I was not ready for it and am prob never gonna do it again (unless circumstances change and I do get a girl n we wanna have a child etc) because how scared I felt afterwards. Reason I felt scared was because I am literally a germ freak I am so paranoid about getting sick etc and even though we used protection and I asked questions about the facliities hygein and safe sex protocals I am still paranoid I could have contracted something so paranoid to the point not long after i left I made an appointment with my GP I see him tomorrow at 3pm so I wont stop being paranoid until I let him examine me etc for STD's n what ever else you can get from sex. I also need to mention hygiene again since it I have had like 2 intense scrubbing showers and washed my hands with hand sanitizer several times over and I am still having that unclean feel because of it. What I want to know is this a normal first time reaction to sex? or was it because I did it in a place such as a brothel? and would I need to be so paranoid about catching anything they did seem like a hygiene friendly place and they said the girls get checked every few weeks etc and I was only in her (with a condom on) for prob half a minute I ejaculated quick and I said no more because I became somewhat fearful. What I did today though taught me something, I am not ready for sex even though I feel Like i am, I WILL NEVER EVER go to a brothel or anything like it again and I will probably never have sex again in my life unless as I stated earlier if I do get a girl, get married and want to have kids n so forth.
Good job laughing at someone when their asking for some legit help wouldnt want to be the guy contemplating jumping of a bridge and your the only person around to talk him out of it.
In all fairness he probably didn't fall off his chair and start laughing his ass off. He might be overexagerating a little... but with good reason. In all seriousness though I'm glad you went to the brothel Grunt... ... we were beginning to think you might be gay. :rofl::rofl::rofl:
That so sounds like a chic pretending to be a guy trying to convince guys not to go. Maybe you should have added a "you'll burn in hell" or two as well
you have to pay for quality... i'm sure there are five star brothels in your area visit your nearest travel agent.. :leaving:
Go find a girlfriend that you know does not have any kind of germs that could kill you. Have sex all night , do 69 and stuff. desert rat
yep you have ocd or you just feel dirty for having sex with men. But personality I rather be parnoid then to have sex and catch something
Its hard for me to imagein some one that hung up on germs when using a rubber. Its my guess that in a past life you died of the plague. desert rat
I see only 4 post for grunt , so I am thinking right now this may of been some kind of joke. Why would some one afrade of germs go to a whore house ? You can still get genital herpies with a rubber on , and crabs ect. desert rat
